Bricks stacked high in four walls inner lined with scratchy pink filling, a creaking sounds and I know you're home. I catch my breathe hearing powder blue carpet shuffle then the sudden click. Must mean a clam day for this forbidden need of mine.
You're better off in your room, mine but inches away, with sage green walls between us bouncing back our silent day. Stale air stings down my throat filling with assumptions of why the carpet is stained ugly red. I once knew home
to be a sanctuary, now "home" simply means a bed and meals. Mine and your discomfort scatters across carpet, spilling over door ways, splattered against walls as yellow ribbon wraps us filling this place with seedy eyes at the end of the day.
That day... was shown a new meaning of home. There was hard contact of flesh. Then trash filling your mouth as I dared you to take mine. You lunged, slammed me against the walls. I felt 'it' roll away in the old carpet.
And there, crumpled on carpet, was every grudge worn that day we left our discrepancies smeared on the walls so when they arrive to an empty home it will be understood that mine was lost in yours filling
up to the brim 'til release, filling the unanswered. Covering the carpet in the heat of the moment was all mine and yours. Our secret spilled that day when we couldn't avoid each other at home causing needs to echo off those walls.
This was yours and mine, that lust filling our veins, knocking boots against the wall. Carpet cushioned our fall that day when we made a new "home".
Lovers Never Tell · Mon Apr 27, 2009 @ 08:08am · 1 Comments |