so how was everyones thanksgiving? mine was ok. i got to sleep most of the day though. thats a good thing. see on holidays esp. ones like this i really mis my brother. he died when he was 16 in a car accident. there where 2 other people in the car both drunk. one was driving. the car rolled in a ditch and my big brother broke his neck. the next school yr. i had to go to school with both the idiots who where in the car with my brother. i cant even look at them. i go mad. i get so mad i wish i could watch them feel the same pain my family felt when he died. i try not to talk about this to much its a sensitive subject for me. i sometimes wish it was me instead of my brother in that car. i havetried everything to shake this subject off my mind but it wont budge. i went to counciling 4 diffrent times, i tried just blocking it out,and i tried keping busy it doent work. i miss him. truthfully i cried myself to sleep the past week just thinking about him. he was a great guy, i wish more poeple here would have gotten to know him. gonk sad sad
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