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so ive been thinking lately that i dont kno wut ima do with my life i mean ive gone through job after job and nothing seem to be working for me it all jus led to me being kicked out by my mom after she found out i had been stripping....now im living with my bf ....it was fun for awhile but now he jus gits on my nerves alot!!! i mean his jealousy is jus bugging tha crap outta me and he is mostley not wanting me to be social and if i wanna go out he thinks im cheathing on him...i pretty much take care of his a**!! i mean i kno that he cant help but have seizures but geeezzz he takes advantage of my kindness way too much! damn when he turns bi polar its like hes turning into the incredible hulk....i cant help but love his whole exsistense...its wierd i dont kno how long we can keep this up for... stare