I've just now finally started getting sick of school. And that's taking a heavy toll on my morale.
As long as I remember that school's probably the cause, and don't get freaked out that I'm getting so depressed again, I should be okay lol.
Anyway I just feel like there's not much to look forward to every day. It used to be I felt like every day was an adventure, an unopened present filled with yet unknown goodies (forgive my cheesy metaphors lol). But now it's just...bleh. I find myself counting down to whatever's coming up next, but even that's not too exciting. I just want school to end for now...or at least for drama to be over so I'm not so worn out...I dunno really.
I just feel like crap, though, seriously. This week has been pretty bad; I've been kinda depressed. D:
Let's hope it's just a small slump and doesn't go any farther. I really don't wanna go back to before, especially now that I've got friends who've become much closer. I don't wanna bother them with a sudden change from my easy-to-manage personality to a constantly in need of support personality. >.<
LadyAlisyn · Wed Mar 25, 2009 @ 02:50pm · 1 Comments |