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My secrets
So i am totally dating these guys at once. i know that is wrong but im the kind of person that just cant learn to say no. One is all like "i love you" one day and wont even consider saying Hello to me the next and the other one is like "I love you baby.......You wanna have sex now." I mean come on. Do I always get stuck with the bad horny guys? So now I'm sitting here eating ice cream and all lost in myself. Even my dad notices that Im in a far away place in my mind and he doesnt even notice anything about me but my good grades. What am i to do? Then the other is all hugging on me and calling me his wife. Of course I am completly swept off my feet by that and then I come crashing to the ground because he wants sex. Now i Lying in bed wondering to myself, "When in the hell did this begin?" No one even knows about this and here i am spreding it out all over this web site. What if one of them Finds me and he will be like, "You f***'n Slut. You're doing two more guys other than me? I cant believe you, you f***'n b****." I'll say Im sorry and offer them one night of sex and they will be like I forgive you Baby. But I am seriously lost here. Dont spread all over that I am a slut because im not laying down with all of them. Im kinda lost in my own mind because i dont think i love them with my heart, Just with my head. and you have to understand. I was raised by a percher and his wife to obey and saying no doesnt come easy for me unless it's about money or a life damaging situation. When it comes to boy's, Im kind of struck with their looks and the way the touch me.
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