It has come to my attention that even though i am much beloved by many people, the fear that i can not satisfy their needs and their desires to be loved..... I wish i could make all of them happy, and bring to their worlds unimaginable joy, but more and more lately i feel simply inadequate..... i dont want them to be alone, or to feel left out or unloved. i have a lot of little sisters and friends who i care about very dearly, but since im the one they heavily rely on, and i cant often contact them i feel rly bad for them.....
Now onto my loved one.... i care very dearly about here, and i feel bad that we love so far apart and i hardly ever get a chance to talk to her.... but she loves me so much and shes always been happy to have me.... i just feel sometimes like if i let her go, she would b better off with another guy closer to home.....
~Alucard~
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