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im in a room full of people and feel lonley as hell crowds push pass me and i cant even tell .something is wrong with my life .and its just starting to show im kinda feeling depressed and a little emo. but i cant figure out what is making me so dead ..just feel like i have nothing to fill my big head. while im faking to my pplz like nothings wrong . the thought of suicide starts getting strong .i dont wanna die.....well that's what i thought . that echo of science its tearing me apart . what the hell does it want from me i have nothing left ,except a nasty plan i made for my death. i cant take it anymore ,the pressure is to high i have no other way to stop it i just have to die ..........so im gone take these pills and rest my head.lie here in the echo of silence .the only thing i dread .are you happy now echo you've stolen my life the person who i use to be is gone out of sight. i cant believe i did it thought it would solve my sighs .but in result of my death it only bought hard cries. and yet that echo of silence has started once again but this time i ant letting it kill me im gonna stay what Ive been