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I was born as the cause for death...
I was born as the one to unpurify everything...
I was born as the unholy one..
My true parents...
Have left me in the rain...
Ashamed of what they brought to this world...

For so many years I walked alone...
Watching the many mortals that looked upon me..
With disgust and fear...
I was alone...and hated..
I felt like in every minute of my life...
The happyness was slowly being drained from me..

Then...came the time in my life..
Where I got cared for by a family of mortals...
That never cared of what I truly was and the chaos...
That I would soon bring to this world...
And the light in my life never stoped there...
Nicole....Autumn..

I never felt so happy with Autumn..
She loved me..like no one in my life...has ever had....
But..she left me..to curl up in a corner...
And cry tears of blood...
Then...came Nicole...
Though at first...it was hard to get used to...

I managed...I-I cared for her with all my heart...
But I never really knew if she cared back....
But..one thing was sure..we were both the same...
Left alone...then cared by mortals...
I loved her...but..my family..never did...
and so I had to leave her...

How stupid I was to leave her like that...
I feel ashamed of my actions...
Autumn..though you left me...
You loved me...
Nicole...I left you...
But I still love you...truly...I do...