Lately everything I once care about. I just don’t give a crap anymore. I'm always crying when it doesn’t do any good. I go out and run around like life really did me to do this when I realize I shouldn’t anymore. What the point? For me to look like someone servant? Where the equality in life? My life seems to all be a big lie. Me always running around jumpy hyper just so I can fit in when the real me is trap somewhere, where no one can hurt or touch no longer. My past is slowly creeping up to me making me cry every day. But does anyone realize? No they don’t because they don’t care. Like me they just don’t care. I use to crave for attention but that not me anymore I just want someone to understand me. The one person I want to know me doesn't. Why should I try so hard when nothing ever gets return, when all I receive in the end is disappointment and pain. Everyday seem to be the same. Everyday I'm a big disappointment, a big disgrace and waste of everyone time. I'm sorry maybe I'm not meant to be here like everyone else maybe I'm just meant to be there as someone shadow.
Devilish_Viet Community Member 
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