The time of my next deployment is just around the corner and I can already almost taste Afghanistan again. There's much I never got to do that I promised my I would and many things I've left unfinished, which seems to have become a fad with me. I hate knowing that I generally tend to leave things so half-a**'ed that when I reach the half-way point I somehow view the effort as being complete. There are so many things I should try to complete and goals I should try to reach, whereas there are many I should have reached long ago and now have no chance at finishing. Sadly, even though I realize all this I doubt they'll get done. My head will continue to keep itself lodge snugly up my a** until the very last second, upon when I shall reflect upon all this and think "I ******** suck".
Here's to self-awareness.
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Balrog the Clown's Situational Report (Sit-Rep)
This is just my Gaian records of what I feel can/should be shared with those who are unfortunate enough to feel that reading them would somehow be constructive. I will mostly talk about art or how much this site can suck.
Balrog the Clown
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[i:200db2a170]A most complete annihilation,
Painting a future so damned bleak.
Sever the last of human contact,
To die paragon pariah...
DETESTED, FORGOTTEN, [b:200db2a170]ALONE[/b:200db2a170]![/i:200db2a170]
Painting a future so damned bleak.
Sever the last of human contact,
To die paragon pariah...
DETESTED, FORGOTTEN, [b:200db2a170]ALONE[/b:200db2a170]![/i:200db2a170]