THE UNCOMFORTABLE QUIZ!!
[[my answerz]]
1.) What's your real name?
Shara Natividad
2.) What state do you live in?
California
3.) Are you a virgin?
yes!!!
4.) If not, are you happy with the person you gave it up to?
n/a
5.) If you're still a virgin, how would you like to give it up and why?
NEVER scream
6.) What's your biggest fetish and why?
idk why??
7.) Do you think you unconciously connect it to something from your childhood?
idk
8.) What do you hate most about yourself?
well...cant really think of anything mrgreen jk...that im shy to ppl sometimes
9.) Why?
cuz im random and i want them to know that
10.) What happened to make you hate that aspect of yourself?
i've met ppl that think im boring cuz of that stare
11.) What is your religion if you have one?
im Catholic
12.) Why do you choose to worship in said way? ((if you don't have a sepcified religion, what would you like to believe?))
becuz my whole family duz and i grew up that way so really no reason heart
13.) Do you worship because it gives you hope? Or perhaps meaning to your life? (( Once again if you do not have a religion, why don't you have one?))
both!! ^^
14.) Honestly, has the thought ever crossed your mind that God has abandoned you?
noo...cuz he's alwayz witt me heart
15.) If so, are you ashamed of said thought?
yesh eek
16.) What do you think your meaning is in this life?
to be happy, make ppl happy and to be God's servant
17.) What if there is no meaning?
there is a different meaning to everyone, and if they dont beleive so, they dont know theyre own reason...azzes
18.) Does that scare you?
kind of... yea
19.) Does that make your life seem pointless?
no
20.) What's your greatest fear?
kissing a boi (and losing virginity)
21.) Why?
cuz i mite get pregnant duhh!!
22.) Would you ever be willing to face your fear?
the kissing part yea, but not the secks one
23.) What happened to make you afraid of that particular thing?
i dont want to get pregnant at this age
24.) Would you ever re-live it, to understand why it bothered you so much?
watt?
25.) What are you afraid of losing?
my chocolate loving and random personaltee whee
26.) Why?
CUZ I LOVE THAT ABOUT ME heart
27.) Would it make you feel alone in this world?
no
28.) Do you believe you're ugly on the inside?
well everyones ugly in the inside, so everyonez pwitty in the inside blaugh
29.) If so, why? If not, why not?
(it was a yes) idk
30.) Do you think you truly know and understand yourself?
nope, still finding out
31.) Does it scare you to know you really might not know who you are?
yesh
32.) Does the thought scare you that someday you might find someone who wants to know everything about you?
nope that would be kewl!!!
33.) If it does, why? If it doesn't, why not?
cuz then they know waht you like and hate...but then they kow ur weaknesses eek NUUUUUUUU!!!!!! burning_eyes
34.) Do you truly believe you have nothing to hide?
no
35.) If so, tell me the most horrible thing you've ever done and why.
If not, why are you so ashamed of it that you think you must hide it?
hmm i'd say WANTING boyfriend cuz then i'd get in huge trouble eek
cant have one
36.) Does it bother you that eventually you will die?
no cuz every1 will soon die, its the circle of life
37.) Have you said everything you want to say to those you know before you die?
...no...
38.) Does it scare you that you might not get to tell those you love how much they matter to you before you die?
yes, but then again, they will find out somehow...
39.) What do you think you'd be like if you lost total control of your temper?
i'd go crazy, but then again, im pretty much always crazy
40.) If you're not sure, does that scare you? If you have lost total control of your temper, are you ashamed of how you got?
yesh cuz then i'd do stuff i'd regret
41.) At the same time, do you really want to just lose your temper?
at you yes 3nodding
42.) Is the thought of doing so liberating in some way?
nope
43.) Have you ever had suicidal thoughts or feelings?
yesh 3nodding
44.) If so, why? If not, what do you think about suicide?
cuz..well...long story...or story of my life...nvm
45.) Have you ever partook in self-mutilation?
wat??
46.) If so, does/did it give you some sick pleasure?
If not, does it disturb you? Why?
WAHT??? I DUNT GET CHUU!!!!! burning_eyes
47.) Do you believe it's some how silghtly fascinating how one person can hate something so much that they take their own life or hurt themselves?
yesh thats crazy.
48.) What do you think compels them to look so much at the bad in their life?
they are depressed NOT EMO depressed
49.) Do you like to act 'tough' online?
nope 3nodding
50.) Does it give you some kind of self-satisfaction?
nope
51.) Why do you feel the need to act that way? If you don't, why do you THINK people feel the need to act as such?
cuz theyre full of themselves and selfish
52.) Do you have a low self-esteem?
yesh
53.) If so, why? If not, why?
cuz i know my own weaknesses and i feel i cant reach my goals witt them
54.) What would it take to lower your self-esteem?
to be hated everywhere
55.) Would you take some form of pleasure from it?
nope
56.) Do you sometimes secretly like being humiliated?
yea sometimes i guess...depends
57.) Do you think you would ever like being sexually humiliated?
ewww why would i??
58.) If so, is it because you feel guilty of WANTING such a thing? If not, would you like so sexually humiliated someone else?
eww I DO NOT
59.) Does the thought of being weak and powerless and completely at someone else's mercy thrill you, scare you,...or both?
both
60.) Why?
idk
61.) Do you think gaia allows you to be who you want to be?
kinda
62.) If so, do you act different on here than in real life?
If not, why?
cuz NO ONE KNOWS ME...except Tori and Justine stare
63.) Why do you think so many people are dedicated to gaia?
they have no life mrgreen duuhh!!! D<
64.) Do you think perhaps all gaians are desperate for a way to express themselves?
yesh!!! 4laugh 3nodding
65.) Why do YOU like gaia so much?
idk I have no life mrgreen jk
66.) Do you enjoy that you can act however you want because people don't know who you really are?
YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rofl
67.) Would you act the same if everyone on here knew you in real life?
yesh...
68.) Would you act different?
noooo...
69.) Does the key board give you a sense of power?
yesh
70.) Does it make you feel like you can say whatever you want?
yesh
71.) Would you say something you've said on gaia to someone's face?
yesh
72.) Do you think people can say inconsiderate things on gaia because they don't know the person behind the avatar so to speak?
yea duhh thats pretty much y they do it rolleyes
73.) Do YOU care that there's a person behind the avatar with feelings just like you?
not really
74.) Do you think some people act like sluts on here because it boosts their self-esteem?
yea and they have no life
75.) Do you think they actually act like that in real life?
depends
76.) Do YOU ever act like a slut on gaia?
NOO!!!!
77.) If so, why?
If not, would you ever?
noo
78.) Are you a different person in real life?
no
79.) If so, why do you feel the need to act differently on here?
If not, are you truly THAT unafraid of what people may think?
becuz if they like me, they like me, if they dont then they f** themselves mrgreen jk jk jk jk
80.) Do you crave attention at times?
no
81.) If so, why? Does it make you feel important?
If not, why not? Are you afraid if people notice you they'll hurt you?
duuhh cuz i get attention anywayz
82.) Does the thought of being absolutely alone scare you?
yesh
83.) If so, why?
If not, do you CRAVE to be alone?
cuz i'd be lonely and emo like Monkeyface emo
84.) Do you consider yourself attractive?
If so, why? If not, why not?
i dont really care, Person stare
85.) If every member of gaia was assembled in an auditorium, would you stand up infront of them all and answer these questions truthfully?
yesh 3nodding cuz now therez nothing to hide
[[my answerz]]
1.) What's your real name?
Shara Natividad
2.) What state do you live in?
California
3.) Are you a virgin?
yes!!!
4.) If not, are you happy with the person you gave it up to?
n/a
5.) If you're still a virgin, how would you like to give it up and why?
NEVER scream
6.) What's your biggest fetish and why?
idk why??
7.) Do you think you unconciously connect it to something from your childhood?
idk
8.) What do you hate most about yourself?
well...cant really think of anything mrgreen jk...that im shy to ppl sometimes
9.) Why?
cuz im random and i want them to know that
10.) What happened to make you hate that aspect of yourself?
i've met ppl that think im boring cuz of that stare
11.) What is your religion if you have one?
im Catholic
12.) Why do you choose to worship in said way? ((if you don't have a sepcified religion, what would you like to believe?))
becuz my whole family duz and i grew up that way so really no reason heart
13.) Do you worship because it gives you hope? Or perhaps meaning to your life? (( Once again if you do not have a religion, why don't you have one?))
both!! ^^
14.) Honestly, has the thought ever crossed your mind that God has abandoned you?
noo...cuz he's alwayz witt me heart
15.) If so, are you ashamed of said thought?
yesh eek
16.) What do you think your meaning is in this life?
to be happy, make ppl happy and to be God's servant
17.) What if there is no meaning?
there is a different meaning to everyone, and if they dont beleive so, they dont know theyre own reason...azzes
18.) Does that scare you?
kind of... yea
19.) Does that make your life seem pointless?
no
20.) What's your greatest fear?
kissing a boi (and losing virginity)
21.) Why?
cuz i mite get pregnant duhh!!
22.) Would you ever be willing to face your fear?
the kissing part yea, but not the secks one
23.) What happened to make you afraid of that particular thing?
i dont want to get pregnant at this age
24.) Would you ever re-live it, to understand why it bothered you so much?
watt?
25.) What are you afraid of losing?
my chocolate loving and random personaltee whee
26.) Why?
CUZ I LOVE THAT ABOUT ME heart
27.) Would it make you feel alone in this world?
no
28.) Do you believe you're ugly on the inside?
well everyones ugly in the inside, so everyonez pwitty in the inside blaugh
29.) If so, why? If not, why not?
(it was a yes) idk
30.) Do you think you truly know and understand yourself?
nope, still finding out
31.) Does it scare you to know you really might not know who you are?
yesh
32.) Does the thought scare you that someday you might find someone who wants to know everything about you?
nope that would be kewl!!!
33.) If it does, why? If it doesn't, why not?
cuz then they know waht you like and hate...but then they kow ur weaknesses eek NUUUUUUUU!!!!!! burning_eyes
34.) Do you truly believe you have nothing to hide?
no
35.) If so, tell me the most horrible thing you've ever done and why.
If not, why are you so ashamed of it that you think you must hide it?
hmm i'd say WANTING boyfriend cuz then i'd get in huge trouble eek
cant have one
36.) Does it bother you that eventually you will die?
no cuz every1 will soon die, its the circle of life
37.) Have you said everything you want to say to those you know before you die?
...no...
38.) Does it scare you that you might not get to tell those you love how much they matter to you before you die?
yes, but then again, they will find out somehow...
39.) What do you think you'd be like if you lost total control of your temper?
i'd go crazy, but then again, im pretty much always crazy
40.) If you're not sure, does that scare you? If you have lost total control of your temper, are you ashamed of how you got?
yesh cuz then i'd do stuff i'd regret
41.) At the same time, do you really want to just lose your temper?
at you yes 3nodding
42.) Is the thought of doing so liberating in some way?
nope
43.) Have you ever had suicidal thoughts or feelings?
yesh 3nodding
44.) If so, why? If not, what do you think about suicide?
cuz..well...long story...or story of my life...nvm
45.) Have you ever partook in self-mutilation?
wat??
46.) If so, does/did it give you some sick pleasure?
If not, does it disturb you? Why?
WAHT??? I DUNT GET CHUU!!!!! burning_eyes
47.) Do you believe it's some how silghtly fascinating how one person can hate something so much that they take their own life or hurt themselves?
yesh thats crazy.
48.) What do you think compels them to look so much at the bad in their life?
they are depressed NOT EMO depressed
49.) Do you like to act 'tough' online?
nope 3nodding
50.) Does it give you some kind of self-satisfaction?
nope
51.) Why do you feel the need to act that way? If you don't, why do you THINK people feel the need to act as such?
cuz theyre full of themselves and selfish
52.) Do you have a low self-esteem?
yesh
53.) If so, why? If not, why?
cuz i know my own weaknesses and i feel i cant reach my goals witt them
54.) What would it take to lower your self-esteem?
to be hated everywhere
55.) Would you take some form of pleasure from it?
nope
56.) Do you sometimes secretly like being humiliated?
yea sometimes i guess...depends
57.) Do you think you would ever like being sexually humiliated?
ewww why would i??
58.) If so, is it because you feel guilty of WANTING such a thing? If not, would you like so sexually humiliated someone else?
eww I DO NOT
59.) Does the thought of being weak and powerless and completely at someone else's mercy thrill you, scare you,...or both?
both
60.) Why?
idk
61.) Do you think gaia allows you to be who you want to be?
kinda
62.) If so, do you act different on here than in real life?
If not, why?
cuz NO ONE KNOWS ME...except Tori and Justine stare
63.) Why do you think so many people are dedicated to gaia?
they have no life mrgreen duuhh!!! D<
64.) Do you think perhaps all gaians are desperate for a way to express themselves?
yesh!!! 4laugh 3nodding
65.) Why do YOU like gaia so much?
idk I have no life mrgreen jk
66.) Do you enjoy that you can act however you want because people don't know who you really are?
YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rofl
67.) Would you act the same if everyone on here knew you in real life?
yesh...
68.) Would you act different?
noooo...
69.) Does the key board give you a sense of power?
yesh
70.) Does it make you feel like you can say whatever you want?
yesh
71.) Would you say something you've said on gaia to someone's face?
yesh
72.) Do you think people can say inconsiderate things on gaia because they don't know the person behind the avatar so to speak?
yea duhh thats pretty much y they do it rolleyes
73.) Do YOU care that there's a person behind the avatar with feelings just like you?
not really
74.) Do you think some people act like sluts on here because it boosts their self-esteem?
yea and they have no life
75.) Do you think they actually act like that in real life?
depends
76.) Do YOU ever act like a slut on gaia?
NOO!!!!
77.) If so, why?
If not, would you ever?
noo
78.) Are you a different person in real life?
no
79.) If so, why do you feel the need to act differently on here?
If not, are you truly THAT unafraid of what people may think?
becuz if they like me, they like me, if they dont then they f** themselves mrgreen jk jk jk jk
80.) Do you crave attention at times?
no
81.) If so, why? Does it make you feel important?
If not, why not? Are you afraid if people notice you they'll hurt you?
duuhh cuz i get attention anywayz
82.) Does the thought of being absolutely alone scare you?
yesh
83.) If so, why?
If not, do you CRAVE to be alone?
cuz i'd be lonely and emo like Monkeyface emo
84.) Do you consider yourself attractive?
If so, why? If not, why not?
i dont really care, Person stare
85.) If every member of gaia was assembled in an auditorium, would you stand up infront of them all and answer these questions truthfully?
yesh 3nodding cuz now therez nothing to hide
