I finally decided on starting a personal project of my own. I'm going to be questioning things straight off the bat, whenever I think of it, I will take out a regular journal and then jot it down, draw it, take a snap shot of it, you know...the works. I decided this among seeing the announcements on a little black tv that hangs in the corner of my art room's ceiling near the white board. There's a district art contest going on and the theme is: "I WONDER".
Upon thinking about this idea some more, I decided...I'm not going to think. Just do. Strangely enough? I'll think on math problems...but on something like this...of course it takes creativity...and imagination...like...I wonder if...cows could fly. Would we have to shoot down the cow to get our calcium for the day? How would we get our daily dose of high calorie Ben&Jerry's? (God their so good!)
What if we were all stuck on Goat's milk? Would they fly too or would they just hop around and head butt us all day? Who knows, but thats just a random thought.
Hardly anything serious goes in this journal. I laugh at that. Thats me for ya'! *wink wink* mrgreen
Although, here's what I wonder constantly about.
What if life were like a movie? A romantic comedy with the 27 year old newspaper writer hopeless romantic and the flowershop girl....
Nah...too...craptastic...
Or how you see video games and those childhood friends who liked eachother back then, split apart for 100 or so years then came back together and fell right back into what was the first day they fell in love? My life could very possibly be like that....heh...it could very well be. But my version is a little different than what you may think. I'm not gonna spill but those are just some thoughts.
Does god answer all prayers? No. Not all. Not ones that he thinks wouldn't probably benefit you or something that you really didnt need. Then again..I could be wrong, but thats what I think. I'm not going to question religion. To me it's just...weird. Ugh. Annoying and totally ridiculous when it comes to wars. Who cares if you believe in some fatty baby in a skirt and smiles alot! That doesn't mean that you start a war on it just cuz you dont believe in it. Let the person do what they want, thats them, your you. Get it? Got it? GOOD.
But...I sometimes wonder, if you asked for a boyfriend...and lets say your not interested in guys AT ALL in the mean time, you just...wanted someone who'd like possibly even love you for who you are, have all the same things in common and yada yada bing bang you get the picture. Lets say you got that. You fell in love completely aaaaaaaand...welps...thats the one person you cant stop thinking about...no matter what. Just a question, no assumptions thank you.
What if?
Thats the main question I ask at most times...because I do believe all things are possible (through christ of course) and I wouldn't want to doubt a single thing, especially at time right now. Because at this very moment, my head is filled with..."I wonder if..." thoughts.
If you didn't understand what I just said right there, it's alright. I'm not gonna diss you or anything like that by saying "WELL TOO BAD, YOUR LOSS". I very well understand. I'm a random person, often times just extremely strange. But hey, at least I'm not normal. Now Normal...is Plain Jain. I guess You could say..I'm unique.
I'll be back with more....after I finish my cold dinner. One more thing....if a certain someone reads this (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)...well then...I Love you. No matter what, doesn't matter if you have another g/f....I still and always will love you. & thats the phacts.
[peace out everyone]
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