I dislike being new to certain things; whether it be an online community game or actual events/activities in reality. I don't like it when things start out rough than take forever to get to being normal. What could I do though? I mean, if I didn't want to start out like this, I shouldn't have gotten this account, yes? Oh well. I'll get used to it here, hopefully. And I'll continuously get on. Maybe not an everyday type of thing, 'cos I'm awfully busy with things like school and whatnot, but maybe this will be one of my priorities?
Either way, I don't like describing myself much. I used to blog a lot, on different sites, but getting here and seeing boxes like this where I can type out anything? I just blank out. You may never know my name. Seriously. For all you know, I could be giving you a fake name 'cos my real name is just too out of the ordinary. Maybe you have heard of it, maybe not. Probably not. I apologize for writing out so strangely. I have different sentence structure than most, even different English if you think about it. You can ask me why, or start a conversation, although, I don't know, I guess I'd think twice. Knowing me, I get weird. Don't get me wrong. I'm friendly, I really am. Although, times like these, I'm just not myself.
I'm never normal. That's what you all say, that you're "one-of-a-kind". Well of course you are, my dear. But, so am I. wink Yes, well, for all you curious beavers out there, I move on from topic to topic. It's just the way I go. And if you don't like it, too bad. I change for no one. I should probably stop rambling now, but that's what journals are for, aren't they? To go on and on; to ramble about; to vent. I'm probably getting ahead of myself. Shouldn't matter. Just stop reading if this is boring you. Although, if you are somewhat like the rare percentage of the world who will keep reading 'cos you're interested? Please keep reading, I encourage you on.
I like gummy worms. Sour gummy worms. My friend got me addicted to them, and now I cannot stop buying and eating them. I feel a tint of envy in my friends' figure since she's about a size 1 and I'm about a size 3. Than again, what should that matter? We're all humans, as long as I'm healthy, I should be happy. Than again, I've been stuffing myself with meat. I rarely eat meat. Only poultry, when I must due to my parents and their health issues. That was completely random, I noticed. I'm sorry, its this music, the vibes I get, and the sounds worked into it with hours of given time, it inspires me. Unfortunately, I'm ashamed it inspires me to go about something completely unnecessary.
Well, this is my first entry, and it's long enough, I'm assuming. Maybe all my entries will be this long. Keep reading.
It gets interesting.
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