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life sucks
my mom has decided sense I have one single ******** "F" in a class to explode on me.
to call me selfish and stupid for going on this computer and typing to my friends
for letting them understand why I am the reason I am...why I feel the way I do...
she finally broke the bond/barrier between herself and I...she went on a tangent of many many things and I told her she talked to much. she glared at me and when my sister chimed in I went to go attack mom blocked me and said not to touch her stuff...this is now war...she's gone too far by calling me names...crushing my feelings...saying passing is hopeless...saying I wont ever make it to college.
I feel suicidal,mad,destroyed...I need help and feel like killing ...I'll keep my facade of happiness until the time comes to shut her up...for now I'll just "act" happy...
to all of my gaia friends I might not be here for now...If we've just met than I am sorry you are hearing this...no this isnt a suicide note...this is just Informing you guys that I am hurt....that y mom is a jerk...and that I need support...
peace out-rat
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