Somethings that were left unsaid
Pain i hold inside my head
Burning thoughts consume my soul
I touch your hand, That of which was so cold.
Do you hear my words late at night?
Waiting for a soft reply,
Feeling empty, broken, and torn,
Remembering what you swore
"I'm Immortal babe" Your lips always spoke
So it seems your words were broke
Mistakes we held so close
Memories we knew would never work
Time will not heal, Distractions will not cure
Nothing will change the feelings and tears that i slur
For i loved with all my soul
Always wanting, Dreaming for, Yet freezing cold.
I'm sorry for my grieving
The tears and the scars
These are memories that shall linger
I know, its just too hard.
To let go, Forget, And move on
Seems a distant concept, A far idea,
Something so simple yet feels so surreal
Thank you for your love
Care and support
You cannot let go, You must not deport
I'll miss you till the sun dies
Untill the stars fall
Always and forever
My love for you will call
Out to you, Loud and clear
"I'll miss you, Please my dear"
Never shall we forget the wisdom that you shared
Music that you loved
And of course you hippie hair.
Some will say you haunt us
Some will say your there
Some might say your gone for good, And just dont seem to care.
But to all those who doubted you
to all those who swore,
"Your not gonna make it, you need to be something more."
I'll tell them now, with anger,pain and love
That you were something more and not what was said above.
Trust me world, Hear my words
He was better than you ever were.
More than you'll ever be,
More than just and Idealistic memory
A Shooting star
here and gone
you left so soon yet left a mark
I see it on my skin
in my eyes
Cradled from my limbs
Sheltered from the lies
My final words shall rest in peace by your side
As i shall weep
Lay down against the dirt
smell of flowers makes my heart hurt
I will not know nor ever see
Till i'm ready to set you free
this grave you lay, Stone and all
Echos the past by the stars that call
Fresh grass grows yet the sky spells snow.
I've remember all our words laughs and jokes.
I whisper softy against the ground
"I am here my love, you were found"
My whispers turn to liquid that falls down off my cheek.
My heart burns with pain, As i soon become weak.
My angel comes to shelter me, Not to come and set me free
The Flowers there i place against the stone
Thus this is what it wrote:
"I have left my heart with you so dont you ever cry, if i should go tomorrow, it would never be goodbye."
The black dress contrasts against the snow
My body shakes from the burning cold.
In the distance the echos roar
Church bells ring and eerie song
I look down at what is real, i cannot shake what i feel
Like a gun to the heart
a stab to the back
i made up for what you had lacked.
We didnt get to paris, We never got a house
We did share a name, It all seemed to be left out
I take one last glance
One more look
One last smile, that you took.
One last tear
One last word
One last goodbye
Farewell
for good.
The song slowly fades away and i turn my back
The arms of your grandmother begins to wrap
Softly around my freezing arms
Comfort and remorse
I do not want to say that this is your corpse.
Into the car i step softly. Trying so hard not to run back
Back to my past, My memories and love.
Oh dear god what have i've done?
Departing is such sweet sorrow
One might say
But it still wont take the pain away
When will i breath?
When will i smile.
Dreams with out a nightmare would be worth while.
The car pulls away and my head turns back
The gate is closed and my heart is latched.
Goodbye and so long.
for we will meet again
I will never forget the love that we had
Through it all...
Rest in peace my beloved Christian Morrison...
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