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(hehe dont take it 2 seriously. It was written as a song ^_^ which is incompleat btw)

I was scared
So scared of getting involved
Its not my fault
I felt I didnt know you at all
Things slowly changed
So much I couldnt take it
I was surprised
that you wanted to share your pain with me
I suppose considering
the situation it made sence
Though some of your words hurt me
it was clear you didnt mean it
Maybe thats all that you needed?
Taking it out on someone
Ill follow through
even though Im crying
The agonizing memories
and pain is nothing
And maybe, sacrificing myself
to make you feel better
isnt the best thing I could do for you
But for now, its the only thing I can do...
Im worried
So worried about your life
And the things
that you could do to yourself
Suffering
for you isnt such a bad thing
Its just when
you take me forgranted...it hurts...
Staying there
as you poor out all your sorrow
never seemed to hurt me that much
Ill take it, Ill bear it if its for you
Ill follow through
even though Im crying
The agonizing memories
and pain is nothing
to me anymore...