There is no God. Forget your saviors. For the moment, from the moment, you have no God. There is no one to hold a candle for you, and to take your hand and tell you it is all right. You yourself have to do it, and make it on your own time, by yourself. Could you do it?
No, of course you couldn't. Now do you know why we cling to our beliefs, even when proved horribly wrong? Because without our beliefs, we are lost. We are nothing. There is nothing to keep our heads above water, and you drown, lost in hopelessness.
I did not write in here to preach about religion. I have never done anything poserish, but I don't really know who I am. I make decisions to try and please those around me, and I critique everybody else's decisions. I forgot who my God was long ago.
I lie, too. Many people hate me. I throw the word love around like raindrops from a shaggy, sopping wet dog. I abuse my friends, and I am no ones Savior. No one should look up to me. I believe that you should live life like someone is always watching, because it's the best way to go. I make pledges, and I do not keep them.
I have an interesting life. Perhaps you could stay awhile, and listen to the ramblings of my inner insanity and child?
I insist upon feroscity when living life. Take the bull by the horns.
she looked in the mirror.
she hated what she saw.
she could see her perfections
but mostly her flaws.
she grew angry, with rage
and she stood on her feet.
she would not let it judge her.
she would not be beat.
so she curled her hand in a fist
and she punched out that glass.
she creates a new future
and tries to forget her past.
she lives life for herself
and that's how it's going to be.
she is a survivor
and did i mention, that girl is me?
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