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The played with the scambled eggs on the plate in front of her. Her minded wondered back before she met any of these guys. If she hadn't there was so many things that could have happened good and bad. In ways she didn't ant to meet these men but she guessed she glad she did.
"Pr what would happen if i moved out?"
"What?! Why are you think of moving out hun?"
"Yeah i mean it would be so much easier for all of us."
"No. . . You're wrong. I life without you would be terrible. In other words S would kill himself, R would drink himself in to a coma, and have myself i would no doubt become a staker for you."
She laughed "Pr would you really?"
He looked at her with no lies in his eyes "Yes i would. I would follow you to anywhere you went guess to be with."
Her heart sank to think on what Pr said.
"Now don't worry about hun and just eat." She brang the fork up to her mouth but only to put it down again.
"I'm sorry Pr."
"Hmm about what?"
"I shouldn't of thought about leaving and-" He walked up to her and draped his arms around her shoulders "Theres no need to say sorry" She started to cry. First a couple silent tears then to tears like a heavy rain storm. He tighten his arms around her hoping to help. But soon enough he pulled her out of the chair and into a full on embrance.
S woke to the sound of her crying. He walked out to find Pr holding the crying girl. The sound and the sight broke his heart into many pieces. He couldn't take it any more and walked back to his room.
R sat in his lonely little apartment listening to a CD his friend gave him. The next song start real calm but start to rock. The men began to singIf I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
The lyrics hit him hard. Just like him trying to find his place in her life. But would he ever find his place, an opening in her heart. Or has all the vancant spots been fill. Maybe her heart was not even filled, maybe it was completely open, maybe she was just like a cat. A stray cat who only goes to the people that will pet it. No! she's not like that. She more like a abondon kitten only looking for some one to love her all the time, that won't kick her back to the streets. Unlike so many before for have. So now she's afraid to love some one, afraid to trust some one, so afriad to let some one close, and most of all afraid to let some love her.