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Gambino Estate!
Gambino estate

Kumori: whats this I found it taped under the bottom of Gino's desk

Marry: Sweet! Omg thats the huges joint I've ever seen! We should smoke it no ones even gonna be here tonight!

John: So I'm going to be gone so make sure the home is clean when I get home girls!

He happly ran out the door ! We watch for a moment to make sure he is really gone!
We waited to it got dark, we closed all the window turns down the light and light the joint we break out the floor clean for the wood floors. I leam agains it .

Kumori:: Man i don't want to work tonight i onwly do this horriable job because I get payed and I like this house. Also I can work night or day!

Marry: I like steelins his nicnacks! Oh put on some music girl!


Kumori: You got here a good all american one here!

(We all need someboody to lean on lean me when your not strong I'll be there to help you caire on!)

Doshi: I hate this job but you 2 pull me thought it! Tonights gonna be so fun!

A familure song comes on next I forget what it is! I'm not really paying atention right now.
Every one starts singing I join in doors to Gino's room open! We all stand there shoked faced freezed! I stand completly still The drink in my hand shakes a little! Ian, Gino Louie, and, Sasha stand in the hall way looking at us!

Gino: So you are the one's smoking weed in stead of working!

Doshi: Shut up boy your rich a** can buy some more weed! What you think We can This job is crap but we have to do it we might as well enjoy it! It's making Kumori all bent up!

I just look at Doshi she has put her nose and lip pircings back in!

Ian: So I guess they though we where'nt here Girls your slacking off!

Doshi: Don't talk to me that way boy you don't know our lifes you a rich a** ******** too!

She takes a hit of her cig.
We all turn around and look at them in the door. I nervusely wave to Louie. He thinks for a moment he finially rembers me.

Louie wispers: Their kinda cute!

Ian: Some of them but not all of them!.

Marry hands them some drinks.

Doshi: We'll you snobs are here any ways you might as well party with us now.

Later on.

I sit next to Doshi and Marry.

Louie: I never thought you would be cleaning floors and dusting for this basturd!

Gino: I herd that!

Louie: Well he is an a** lok at all these sores they have and cuts!

Gino: So they are theifs!

I look down at the floor!

Louie: Kumori I thought you be doing some thing better!

Kumori: There's not much to do around here that's safe it's safer here and he's more trusting then any restront boss!

Louie: That's to bad i thought you be married and have a kid by now!

Kumori: I want that but who would want that with me! I knew thta when I was a kid and I still know that now! They're right you should never get your exspectation up high!

Ian: That's not exacally what they say!

Kumori: I don't care!

Ian: Aren't you the downer!

I take a hit of Marry's cig.


Gano: Weed usely makes people happy!

I flick my skirt not paying attention!
!
Marry: life's not all rainbow's and sun shin boys! Kumori here Loved a boy she won't teell me who he is she still does he loved another girl a pretty b***h!

Kumori: don't tell them this I told you out of confadence! Dame it!

Marry: What ever!

Louie: who is he!

Kumori: No one it doesn't matter he wouldn't take an intrest really in me!

I look in to his eyes my eyes water!

I mutter to my self: Dame it why you take an intrest in me instead oof other girls!

I don't notice my voice I'm thinking out loud they look at me!

Marry: Oh it makes sence to me now I know who it is!

Doshi: Yeah I do too how as soon as he walk up in her she got all shy and quite! Hell girl you didn't tell me you know him like that man!

Ian: You mean it's one of us!

Gano: I bet it's me she works here!

Marry: no one here like's your snobby a**!

Sasha: Hey you don't know for sure!

Doshi: shut up whore!

Ian and Gano: no you shut up!

I lay down on the floor!

Kumori; Be nice to Sasha I like her she seems like she be a nice friend!

Ian: don't change the subect! So It's either me or Louie!

I look down at the floor.

Ian: You don't know me very much and I've notice you staring at Louie alot!

Louie laughts. I shake!

Kumori: Maybe!

Louie: oh s**t that explanes alot! hey look at me I'm so sorry!


He reaches over holding my face.


Louie: Come on lok at me don't be so dame imbraced.

I shake looking up at him slowly! I don't rember what happen next or the rest of the night!


We all wake up ascatured around. I wake up in one of the gest bed rooms in the east wing. I look around the shades are closed and someone lay next to me and on the bed next to me lay 2 bodies.
I try to see who is laying next to me feel long silky hair cascadeing down a male body he is some what thin and tall so I had alimanate Mr G. Ian has short hair and any of the maides because they where all female.
I feel a wave of sleepyness come over me. I lay my head down before falling to sleep I notice who the 2 bodys are Doishe and Daishe.

I wake up a few hours latter.

I can tell by the movement of the light pecking under the shades. I look around I notice I'm in his arms! I can feel his hair streaming down my back his leg againts mine. I try to look up at him, but his chin rest on my head he looked down at me.I try to speak. I finally get my mouth to move!

Dawn/maishe: did we... how fare did... who r.....
the man: its ok we didnt do much we danced last nigh u passed out on the floor next to me I woke up later so i cared you in here we been snuggling alittle thats it sweatdrop

Kumori: Did we do what I think we did and are you who I think you are?

The man: Me well I'm a man for sure so that rules out alot of people! and yes we did that last night!

I think hard even that I'm hung over his voice sounds very familar!

Kumori: Please tell me your not Gino!

The man: No I'm not!

I feel a little releaf for a sec. He runs his hand through my hair push it out of the way. I'm surpsed he got his hand through my hair is a curlcricle and rated mess!

The man: It me Louie silly! I know we aren't doing a good thing but it kinda happen! I didn't know you wheren't wearing your ring! cry sweatdrop

I flip my self around even that I don't want to!

Kumori : What?.... It's just I haven't seen him in amonth im just felt so lonely! What am i going to ?....I am so broke and I have a felling he's never coming back! what's the point of even keeping this ring I shold sell i lord know I need the money!

He holds my head in his hands!

Louie: It's not your falt we where alittle high and well one thing lead to another.

Kumori: But... But I got to get out of here! Cause I lo...

Louie: Kumori please dont leave!I..

Kumori: I want you to help me with some thing! I'm sorry I could help my self from saying that!

louie: What is it?

He holds me tighter to his chest. I feel his soft skin against mine, but I try to fight it.
Even that I really do want it and even deeply in my heart! He is atracted to me and I feel the love In his body! He a man who I thought would never feel this way to me or ever feel the love I've always felt for him!!I Know I have to keep a pormise to another one I love who at this point I don't even know if he still cares! I swing my head around back to him my mind still proseesing every thing.
Then he leans dover grabed my chin and kissing me deeply me on the lips!

Kumori: I lov... But....

I'm in tottle shock! I think most girls like I dream of a kiss from some star we love but this didn't seem like I thought it would!
Feeling that kiss after it was over was like I have no chance ever make it with him he is famose and the other would hurt even much as a friendship between us. It wasn't like i couldn't couldnt proctect my family at all! I don't want Louie to find out about the people I've killed! Or for him to want to never see me agin or let alone hate me.
There where manny things few knew about me those things need to say secert for as long as possable. I could'nt let Louie know how deeply I've loved him for so long!

To be contitued!



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( Louie doesn't sparkle)

Hugs Louie while playing with his hair.

Louie: I love you baby!

Kumori: I love you too!

He loves me so he put a ring on me. ( Many time!)

I know where all of Louie's tattoos are!

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Darkness takes the foxes soul whole.



 
 
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