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Confusion what should I do?..I'm lost...I was happy because my best friend that I had a crush on gaia had asked me out like 2 or 3 days ago. I was so excited to hear his voice and to talk to him...^ ^ I really love him blaugh 3nodding heart ...we kinda understand each other..but yesterday...it turned to a nightmare, we were talking on the phone and then my little sister comes and says that my parents where overhearing our conversation sweatdrop ..she rushed to tell me and she told me to hang up...but I couldn't...I wanted to prevent him, hoping that he wouldn't say I love u to me but he did...my parents heard it...our secret had been crushed...and becuase I needed to go I just said cya, but he said I love u again and I couldn't help but say I love u too to him cry sweatdrop heart redface ...my father called me down and said if he was my b/f...he knew I was lying...I don't know how but yeah...he said he was going to cut the phone line so I couldn't talk to him no more crying ...I think that's just unfair!..I really miss my b/f...I finally came up w/ a nick name for him...but I guess its too late...it was Ai no Senshi..= Soldier of love cry ...I cried that night and had trouble sleeping...my father ignores me now and I can't help but feel guilty of it all...I'm in the spot where I have to pick between my b/f or my father....its all confusing confused sweatdrop crying ...I don't know what to do but what I hope for is that it shall come out allright...that it could all work out fine..between me and my b/f 3nodding heart ..I have no intention of breaking up w/ him...becuase I know that I really love him...so I guess its a difficult decision...I can't really tell what the future will lead up to...

Posted by: Athira_Korigashine Sat Oct 01, 2005 @ 05:40pm

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Commented on: Wed Oct 12, 2005 @ 09:36pm


	Well I really wasn't sure what to say to this, and I've tried for a long time to think of it. It might have already passed in your house-hold but then again it might have not. Yea their are always family fights and stuff. And your parents will always have different views from you and different decisions. You can't change that and you never will. I'm wondering have you talked to your b/f since then? And know that right now he may mean the world to you but your young (so am I >.< wink and you have a lot of time to grow and yea... But otherwise I'm not sure on how you feel cause I've never had something exactly like this happen. Have you tried talking to them (well of course that one hardly works but still) ? Also you only went out with him for 2 to three days and your already saying I love you? damn this is just high-school love...girl... maybe it's not fully love yet but... then again I don't know.. well maybe you could not talk to him on the phone for a while and explain it to your b/f (if you already havn't but you most likely have already done that). And you really shouldn't pick a guy over your farther... I mean who's going to be there later on in your future? Most relation-ships now won't last that long, also you really shouldn't have to choose, even though it may feel like that. And yes it's ok to cry, it's another human nature to...and yea we don't always get what we want in life but we deal with it...right? But back to this. Try talking to you dad (it always helps, not talking does no good) And yea It's confusing... I mean who wouldn't be. We can't be on top of things always, everyone slips up and things overwhelm them. And noone can tell the future so just try takeing things as they come.. try not to worry so much about the future... even though alot of people do... but yea.. this got a little long...so yea....(I'm not sure if this helps you at all but oh well... at least I tried ^.^)

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