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	Crazy Pain
	Crazy Pain


i dont deserve to live i've given all i have to give but its jus not enuff i wanna be bold and i wanna be tuff but this i jus cant take if this is a nghtmare,WAKE! this crazy pain going on inside i said i was fine,i lied. why cant anyone help me i'd pay anything to be free but it never even works and that crazy pain still lurks in my heart and in my soul its tearing me apart;so many wholes i remember when it first came but now its so familiar that i gave it a name my crazy pain,cuz it makes me that way it keeps coming back each and every day oh,why won't jus go it leave its taking something from me,what grief im not going throught this anymore my soul is terrible,all blood and gore i found a way to cease this thing, leech disease but noone will like it so many ppl, this solution will slit it only involves me so lets see ive jus killed myself right becuz of that crazy pain fight but now no pain i can feel serenity all around me,like a beautiful peel but now i see how that pain came i can't rid myself of its name its name is you you left and i didn't know what to do that pain inside me was love stilll a burning it was pleading for you,simply yearning yearning to be loved once again but not any of the other men it wants to be in your presence right now but i stopped my heart, so how? do i know who u are anymore? God! I cant do this, i feel like a whore! oh no,that pain is back. i can feel it and thats a fact but how? i killed myself jus now.... my heart works! and in it my first love lurks just now i awake from my sleep my dream scared me,and now i weep in my dream you left me,and i had crazy pain i was beginning to think i'd go insane but you're with me now,so im fine will u always be there,will you always be mine? and in a way my dream was true i don't klnow what i'd do without you christian_sarza12 · Thu Oct 23, 2008 @ 03:57am · 0 Comments


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