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grrrr....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!... ok, now that i've gotten a little frustration out... so here's what's going on, my ex-girlfriend who is my friend and my sisters friend and happens to be living with us because her mom is an evil b***h... has noticed that there's something on my mind, but I don't want to tell her or my family because one it's just weird to tell your ex about girl issues and two because I don't like what I'm feeling. for the past few months I've been talking to the girl I have feelings for in colorado, and I still like her alot... ALOT alot... but the distance thing is still an issue, now there's this girl in class who likes me, and she's nice, but to go out with her would feel like cheating, just considering it feels like cheating... secondly I'd feel wrong going into a relationship with no intentions of letting it get serious, and it feels selfish to even consider this relationship because the only reason I started to consider it was because I wanted someone I could hold... and everytime she hugs me I think of Meagan (the gilr in colorado) and she'd be treated like a substitute for Meagan, and I can't do that... GAHHHHHH!!!!!!
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