love past ...love found
for those ppl that now ..i guess i fell in love with one of my friends..we went out but ended up breaking up and in our attempt to be friends he we somehow ended up not being "friends' well not good ones anyways..but i still had feelings for him...for some reason..days months passed ..on his last days befor he left for the army ..i told him how i felt ..and i got the cold shoulder...it hurt like b***h for a while ..i was somewhat depressed...but after a few months after that happend something good for once ...i was on online but my mouse was acting up ..it clicked on one of my friends profiles ..and when i tried to get out ..it clicked on someones profile..i didnt know who he was..so i decided to get out cause well ..i didnt know him..but i accidently clicked on his pics in my surprise he was cute and he drew very well..so i decided it was to weird and i tried to get out again ..but i ended up clicking the back button and it went back to his profile i read his stuff so i decided to say hi..i didnt know he was online as well..but he respnded back..long story short ..we ended up going out and we are still together this mont on the 18 will be our 3rd month together..and i have been very happy ..and as for the other guy ..well i dont really talk to him anymore since hes gone ..but i know that i have no more emotions for him cause i have someone special that i love so much and that i dont even think i deserve him..and again never been happier!!!
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