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F.Y.I---------I don't expect you to read this.......Liek, I just wanna b***h. So, go awayeth if you don't want teh hears mehs beeetch. And I ramble. So, yeah, don't hate.
Anyways, I liked this guy named Trenton, and we went out for a wee bit, and then he just started liking this other girrl, and then just called mehs and said its over, or something gay a** stupid like that. Like, "What the FUKK". @_@ Who the HELL does he think he is? I fukin' hate him. I'm a hater. xp but, srsly it was weird, 'cuz he was all clingeh and s**t and then all the sudden he's like, "I want this woman instead, you sukkk". This sounds RETARDED. But, might as well make goldehs. I'm just so, so, PISSED at this guy! I don't really care about being a girlfriend, infact, i don't like it much, unless I'm totally all BFF with 'em, and we just have a good time together. Thats all I want. I'm 17! No offense, but srsly, I don't think anyone REALLY knows love and its potentional at that age. LIEK, SORREH guyz. But, dude, I've been in love. I HATES fallin' for people! Why? Because it sucks! You act so STUPID and IDIOTIC, make a complete fool of yourself! You think of them all the time, and you start to ANNOY THE s**t OUTTA 'EM. And I fell for this guy pretty hard. Y, yess I did. I've only ever fallen in love twice, this being my third. And what a mistake that was. Anyone else but him would've been FINE. But no. I do beleive that you can somewhat CONTROL wether you liekkehs a person or not. But it takes alot of control. And it's hard for me not to. Almost impossible. OH, MAAAN he stole my heart. I was SOOO fukin' smitten, it was insane. I have NEVER been so in love. All the things they say are true, which is really gaaaay. I felt an ache to see him. ...i don't know if I should go into detail...@_@ that's like TOO personal. Not like any psyco would read this anyway...xDD It was so painful. It was such pain, such agony, that it had the ability to make me REALLY feel emo. I don't even know if I know what that feeling is. TEENAGE ANGST. Yeah, that's me. Why? 'Cuz I FAKE being all uppdity and perky and happy and positive, and work my asss off for those fools. I feel so withdrawn from this. From my life. Yeah, it's pertty pathectic that I'm on GAYESH-UH. but wut can I say?? I'm a nerd, and I like to bask in it. I like to bask in all the GLORY of what I enjoy. And that is, being MYSELF. Once you get rejekted, it wakes you up. When you fall out of yourself for someone else, and they reject you, it is ANGUISH.
Already Asleep · Tue Oct 14, 2008 @ 08:50am · 2 Comments |
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