The depression (part 1)
Something small
Someone that looks just like me
Please let me be
Push me off the cliff
Sometimes I want to die
I sill want to fry into the sky
Let me know why I try even though I fail every time
Let me know when the time has passed
I flash my fake smile to let you see my empty happiness inside
So please let me be
In time I will see the potential that I once had
Still I ask why I need to let me see
To be blind inside
Please go away
You’re not the one that I want
Still I will see the truth in my head
As I lye on my bed
It’s all to simple to see
I need to be there with my friends
On what I use to see
On how I use to see
Still I don’t see me as I was
I have changed in to something new
For better or for worst I still don’t know
Please let me be I want to find my own way
Let go of my hand I know how to walk on my own
Baby but still, please will you love me
Even as time go’s on and on
I well let you know if I’m not doing okay
Please, please, please just let me be I’m the only one here
As I see I cut the ties that bind
The I before me but soon I will see
The circle of my mind
I get myself every time
~
The depression (part 2)
Please don’t rely on my
Don’t take my advice
I need to be just as I need so see
Please don’t let me go as I fall into myself
Its one of my faces
Just one of my many mood swings
Still I need to put myself which my disapproval and my inherits
And the every thing between
Just let me see why I need to let go of right now
My phone keeps ringing
But mentally I’m not home
I’m just a shell of myself right now
Who can I be in my dreams
Why can’t I be like that all the time
The world as I see it
There is no easy way to say what is on my mind
So I will pore my heart out
I’m still doing it from last night
I can’t say just yet why I try
The count down is here so hold on
And I will walk away from it all
It’s simple to see
It’s plain as day
But I will never tell
Because I have no idea how to tell you
I will try my best but I will give up right before I get to the finish line
that’s just how I am
Still I say please don’t come near me
So please don’t rely on my
Pleases don’t rate me as I am
There for as I see the part of me
Please stop calling me today for right now
I will be fine tomorrow
As I wake up on a brand new day
~
The depression (part 3)
The end is near the end is here
As I lay here In bed trying to figure out what I want
I will try a little bit harder
Live each day to the fullest
But for now as this depression grabs a hold of me
I say it’s to late to save me
But that’s not true
There is always is a way out
Please I understand now
I see what I must do
It’s all because of my love for you
So thank you for not giving up
You’re the one that let me know
You’re the one that helped me get over my demon’s
And I know you will stay right here living on
As I recover from myself loathing
I look back and know why I need to let go of the past
And look to the future
I need to treasure the present
Because when it’s all gone
There nothing left but memory’s
As I may ask from time to time
Why I need to say
But I know who I am
And the people around me
Where all here as one
Although I may feel alone
I am not
I always have someone to look up to
As I can say it is time
To say good bye to this feeling
Sadly I kick it away from me
Now I look on and I have everything at my hands
My life is my own
that’s the way I look at it
Sometimes it’s hard to bear
But one day I will know why I see me as I am
To you I say thank you
I need you, I love you
The everything of us to be as I see
I am simply me and my many mood swing’s
Something small
Someone that looks just like me
Please let me be
Push me off the cliff
Sometimes I want to die
I sill want to fry into the sky
Let me know why I try even though I fail every time
Let me know when the time has passed
I flash my fake smile to let you see my empty happiness inside
So please let me be
In time I will see the potential that I once had
Still I ask why I need to let me see
To be blind inside
Please go away
You’re not the one that I want
Still I will see the truth in my head
As I lye on my bed
It’s all to simple to see
I need to be there with my friends
On what I use to see
On how I use to see
Still I don’t see me as I was
I have changed in to something new
For better or for worst I still don’t know
Please let me be I want to find my own way
Let go of my hand I know how to walk on my own
Baby but still, please will you love me
Even as time go’s on and on
I well let you know if I’m not doing okay
Please, please, please just let me be I’m the only one here
As I see I cut the ties that bind
The I before me but soon I will see
The circle of my mind
I get myself every time
~
The depression (part 2)
Please don’t rely on my
Don’t take my advice
I need to be just as I need so see
Please don’t let me go as I fall into myself
Its one of my faces
Just one of my many mood swings
Still I need to put myself which my disapproval and my inherits
And the every thing between
Just let me see why I need to let go of right now
My phone keeps ringing
But mentally I’m not home
I’m just a shell of myself right now
Who can I be in my dreams
Why can’t I be like that all the time
The world as I see it
There is no easy way to say what is on my mind
So I will pore my heart out
I’m still doing it from last night
I can’t say just yet why I try
The count down is here so hold on
And I will walk away from it all
It’s simple to see
It’s plain as day
But I will never tell
Because I have no idea how to tell you
I will try my best but I will give up right before I get to the finish line
that’s just how I am
Still I say please don’t come near me
So please don’t rely on my
Pleases don’t rate me as I am
There for as I see the part of me
Please stop calling me today for right now
I will be fine tomorrow
As I wake up on a brand new day
~
The depression (part 3)
The end is near the end is here
As I lay here In bed trying to figure out what I want
I will try a little bit harder
Live each day to the fullest
But for now as this depression grabs a hold of me
I say it’s to late to save me
But that’s not true
There is always is a way out
Please I understand now
I see what I must do
It’s all because of my love for you
So thank you for not giving up
You’re the one that let me know
You’re the one that helped me get over my demon’s
And I know you will stay right here living on
As I recover from myself loathing
I look back and know why I need to let go of the past
And look to the future
I need to treasure the present
Because when it’s all gone
There nothing left but memory’s
As I may ask from time to time
Why I need to say
But I know who I am
And the people around me
Where all here as one
Although I may feel alone
I am not
I always have someone to look up to
As I can say it is time
To say good bye to this feeling
Sadly I kick it away from me
Now I look on and I have everything at my hands
My life is my own
that’s the way I look at it
Sometimes it’s hard to bear
But one day I will know why I see me as I am
To you I say thank you
I need you, I love you
The everything of us to be as I see
I am simply me and my many mood swing’s
