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Here We Are, But We're Still Lost
I have spilled my heart on this journal and now I am making it public. I doubt what you will find will interest you much. It's only my battered soul. Lol, sorry, that was really angst, wasn't it?
My Life
Lately I've been feeling...strange. It's hard to explain, but my life at times feels like one you would see in a movie or read in a book. Like all my actions are being controlled, or all the drama in my life is that of a story.
I hate how I feel this at times, as I stand and look up at the sky, I feel unaware of my heart, soul, and even body.
What is causing me to feel like this I wonder. I say now though, when I feel moments like that, I don't feel empty, no. It's hard to explain and remember what I'm feeling. I'm alive, that crosses my mind, then I wonder why I'm me, and then I just sorta go blank. Thinking back, I think I wouldn't mind being stuck in a moment like that. Because, as much as I feel dead in moments like that, I also feel very, very much alive.





 
 
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