today wuz an ok day at school i mean...kinda depressed that i'm sorta stressed out to add onto the wait evryone STILL makes fun of me jus for fun again ummm....evrything is starting to make me question...who are my real friends i mean...i'm more of the neutral person who hangs out with evryone but...there's nvr..someone like me i could jus talk to u know i mean i always hav to talk about something i know they're into... like anime, gossip, bands, etc..... i mean i said in my other entry...the day on my birthday or i think b4 i cant remember that i'd change... and...i dont think i can... but...u know...wat...i rlly do wish i could be a better person... i'm jus so weird and i whine a lot and i study so much evry day and yeah... i jus cant handle anything anymore... o also evn more to add onto the weight my parents are always like bickering cuz of my cousins which doesnt help me cuz i cant study with that and i've been getting Bs and Cs which is rlly depressing evn tho i study so hard i could jus nvr get a good grade lately and finally... i hope this week will be a good week..i hope this month will be a good month...i jus hope...i rlly do my good luck candle wish will come true...
-xky0ko-chanx- · Thu Oct 02, 2008 @ 04:29am · 0 Comments |