It's when you feel it in your soul
you just can't let it go.
Through all the anger and the pain
I don't want to experience it again.
Because I know that in my heart
my sinews shall split apart.
Through the love and sorrow
who knows what comes tomorrow?
But still I have to stay strong,
even though this hate will never be gone...
And now I know all them lies and tears
were nothing but my own fears.
And within my memory lies somerthing true,
something true I kept from you...
And with all this hurt and abuse,
now I know I'm not of use.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm mean,
because of the way they treated me.
And deep down inside I know it's there fault,
because I know what my personality is default...
And I know that the way I feel,
is because of my relative appeal,
but take it no more, stand up for yourself...
I don't want to lose my mental health.
You may have doubted me from that start...
But now you should've known in your heart...
But it's a little too late for the emotions,
because now I shall drown myself in *plastic and lotions...
*Make-up and surgery
you just can't let it go.
Through all the anger and the pain
I don't want to experience it again.
Because I know that in my heart
my sinews shall split apart.
Through the love and sorrow
who knows what comes tomorrow?
But still I have to stay strong,
even though this hate will never be gone...
And now I know all them lies and tears
were nothing but my own fears.
And within my memory lies somerthing true,
something true I kept from you...
And with all this hurt and abuse,
now I know I'm not of use.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm mean,
because of the way they treated me.
And deep down inside I know it's there fault,
because I know what my personality is default...
And I know that the way I feel,
is because of my relative appeal,
but take it no more, stand up for yourself...
I don't want to lose my mental health.
You may have doubted me from that start...
But now you should've known in your heart...
But it's a little too late for the emotions,
because now I shall drown myself in *plastic and lotions...
*Make-up and surgery
