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Im a person with asperger syndrome, I might be weak but i do have a big heart :3
The worst day of my life...
people say i wasnt loyal, but i was.things were getting worse. i heard people saying i wasnt loyal. others saying thay were not loyal, so i give up for this life. the only thing i wanted is to help and love. and cause of helping i got hurted so this one may die as an asphirghen should never to see light in his life once more.. this poem is for those who think i hurted so these poems i dedicate em to them i hope they like it cause it will be my last in this life as i shall die on this life...

Tears
Tears where the meaning of pain
but that suffering was to much of a pain
that is why people tears
but those tears..
why are they a simbole of suffering
when people r crying
why people r sufering
when they are crying
i know its to much of a pain
but at least its an understandable pain
tears run dry
like a water in the sun becomes dry
these tears of mine are dry on me
but those of yours are still crying for me.


Bleeding heart
this heart was bleeding every time
cause a scar that haved since time
that wound was really deep
as the scar that was deep
this wound may heal
but the scar may never heal
this was the result of my fight
cause she was like me, dark
this was me, I was dark
who fought this fight
and ended with a scar
i thought wound was nothing
untill that wound became a scar on this heart
this dark wound never healed
it keep bleeding untill it became a scar
when this happened
my heart bleed until it became nothing
my heart was never a heart
my dark bleeding heart became
heartless
the bleeding heart.

and this will be for final words my new poem called:

The end of this life.
In the end
there was nothing for me to be like
for some reason i got hurted and i falled deep like
this was the end
i knew it was coming
but i never got its attention.
this was the end of my life
as it continews to get stabed by knifes around my heart
i losed my pation
i losed my life
and my heart shatered cause one talk
i never wanted to talk
but my heart
it was hurted
and i was trying to fix it but i could never fix it aside the dark
this dark
it hurted me
so i decided to give in life
cause im hurted
im lone
im one
and soon nothing would remain
as my life vanishes nothing remains
only memories of those who i loved
those who i cared
that person i love
this shall be my last words
as my life goes to an end
this is me
im last of my kind wich is about to be no kind
this is the end...
for this life.

i thank to all of those people who cared for me. i really wished to live more but my life has an end and it ends today so i must say good bye. i enjoyed to be aside with all of u. i wished my life haved a meaning but it has none. so this is good bye.

thank u....
att Yoed R perez martinez
(heartlesskid, prince Yoed)





 
 
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