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A/N: Please forgive my Slothliness w/ the finishing touches of this story.... it is finished, however, it is not fully submitted on here. I'm hoping to fix this shortly... I'm sory y'all had to wait so long for the Re-Post after my getting hacked situation... It's in Full!!! 4laugh

My 1st Story Submission! Opinions & Comments Welcome!!!
Prolouge: sasuke worked up the courage to ask sakura to be a special part of his life forever and is in the hospital having second thoughts..... Thinking if he is ready... Kakashi drops in and says he knows how sasuke feels... Because he went through it himself... "I'll be back to tell you about it tomorrow." he says, and sasuke drifts to dreamland.

(chapter) Day 6 of A Crazy week in ER #4 : The Beautiful Meaning of Life Kakashi Lost.... Part 1: The Awakening.


"A'wooooooouuuuuuuuu!" Sasuke woke to the strangest, deafening sound he'd ever heard. "Good Boys! Lets do it Again! A'woooooooouuuuuuuuuuu!" Sasuke clamped his hands to his ears as the enormous collection of ninja hounds began howling with their crazed Father.
"Ahh! Enough! Kakashi-Sensei, either stop making in-human noises or get the mutts out of my room." A particular Tracker Pug took this very offensivly and bit Sasuke's foot. "Ye'ooowww!"
"Be careful with what you say, Pakkun didn't like that comment at all." Kakashi said with a smirk beneath his mask. "All right boys, go get Sasuke his breakfast. Sasuke quirked and eyebrow as the dogs dashed out the door and down the hall.
Kakashi sighed. "She, herself, acted like a pup."
"She?" Sasuke asked intently.
"I met her here in this very building, this exact hallway. I was 14. I had over done it on a mission and had been in the hospital for four days before regaining consiousness. My eyes shot open to the sight of long, curly red hair and the brightest smile I'd ever seen. "Good evening! Ah, I'm sorry! I didn't wake you did I?" I blinked. She was the most beautiful creature I'd ever seen. I say creature because she didn't seem human. A Goddess or an Angel, I didn't know for sure. There was a light around her. A heavenly glowing light. She titled her head in confusion. It was the Cutest facail expression. Despite my pain, I let out a long, loud laugh and told her not to worry.
She smiled and did the least expected, "you must be feeling better, neh?" she asked as she swatted my chest. I screamed, She giggled. "Momma told me to keep an eye on you. She'd tell me stories about her patients, but all of them led back to your father, White Fang. You're not wreckless too, are you?"
"Not at all. So, you know me?"
"No, I don't know you, Kakashi Hatake." She looked at me and winked with a smile. "You can call me 'Nessa."
"'Nessa?"
"It's originated from Vanessa. My Daddy thought of it." Her face faltered. "I don't know my Daddy. Momma says he's up in the sky somewhere watching me grow and learn. She says I'm my Daddy's Image, that I'm all he was and more. I really wanna meet my Daddy someday." I watched her smile with tears flowing down her eyes. I wanted to sit up. I wanted to squeeze her tightly in my arms. To kiss away her tears. But, I could only lay there as the drops of salted water fell to my chest. I watched her wipe her face and then suddenly inch closer. She brought her lips to the bandage between my chest and abdomen and planted a kiss so soft and tender. "Momma says a kiss is better than any healing ointment known to man. Get well quickly, 'Kay?" she said before she skipped happily out of the room.
Sasuke listened Carefully as he Munched on his toast. "So, how old was she?"
"Sixteen" Sasuke looked confused. "Like I said, she herself was a pup. She was the Old Dog you could teach a New Trick to everyday. Sasuke nearly spit out his milk due to the hysterical expression that was used. "The next morning, I woke up to something much worse than what you had to this morning....

Posting Part 2 after I check my messages! I hope you it! Plz comment....

A/N: Practically everyone knows I'm a crazed Kakashi fangirl right? What a lot of ppl don't know is I love girls names that start with "V" Vanessa being a particular favorite... So yes, I am the role of 'Nessa...


Yayyy! Part 2 ish here!!! XD
Part 2: How Do You Show Your Love to an Un-Aging Pup?

"Angel..... Get Down...!" I opened my eyes and lifted my hand to touch my face. It was covered in Dog Slobber. Sasuke shuddered.

"Kakashi I'm soo sorry! Angel, on your bed!" she said strictly as she made her way to my bathroom. Her Beagle, Angel, complied with a guilty face. She came from the bathroom and to my bedside. I gazed into her eyes as she damped and wiped my face. They were beautiful. Blue-Green, like the Sea.

"Are you okay?" she asked with a hint of worry. I lifted my hand and placed it on the one she was wiping my face with. She flinched at the contact of my Deadly Cold hand and stared into my eyes. Sorrow filled her own and her lips pressed against my forehead. "It'll be okay, I Promise." She said sweetly as her hand caressed my cheek under my own. She gave my hand a sqeeze and smiled, then left the room.

I let my hand subconciously touch the place where her soft lips had left another one of their Angelic Kisses. I was angry with myself. Angry that I let myself be Read like an Open Book. Angry that someone who was suffering more than I, saw that I Despised living. Angry that as sad as she was, she pitied me and showed me such compassion and kindness.

I stared at Angel on her dog bed in the corner of my room. "Can you See too?" I scoffed. "Ofcourse not, your a dog." At that point Angel growled and looked angry enough to bite my face off. After that I considered that maybe, just maybe... Dogs do have a 6th sense.


Hey... Guess what?! Part 3 Ish here!!! Yayyy!
A/N: I tried typing this up sooner but when I hit the submit button I found myself logged out.... I was sooo ticked! We'll just have to see if I can type any faster this time .....


Part 3: White Fang Gives a Fathers' Advice

"My eyes opened. There was a weight on my chest that made it hard to breathe. I looked down and sure enough, there she was. Her feet half off the bed and her head and torso curled up on my chest. I lifted my hand and ran my fingers through her red tresses and closed my eyes as I inhaled her Sweet Aroma. She smelled of Mocha Late` and vanilla ice cream. I honestly couldn't make up my mind as to if I wanted to eat her or drink her."

Sasuke's Sugarless Kool-Aid went everywhere as it sprayed out of his mouth. "What?! That's GROSS!"
Kakashi shook his head not beleiveing where his student's mind was. "A Mohca Late` is a sweet hot drink like hot chocolate, only it's coffee-like. Naturally, you would drink it. Ice Cream is, by some people, considered a solid substance. So, you would eat it. Get your mind out of the Gutter you can have it there for another part of the story.

She began to stir in her sleep. "Uncle White Fang...." she whispered sadly. It was then that my Father came out from the shadows of my room.
"She's grown so much. When you were about 10 months, Kakashi, Vanessa always found herself at our home. Her mother was still in a depression due to her husbands death and she worked 24/7. One night when your mother and I were laying in bed talking she knocked on our door. I answered as she fiddled with her stuffed dog and shyly said, "I can't sleep." I lifted her into my arms as I would my very own daughter, if I had one, and sat her down between your mother and I on the bed. Your mother looked at me and rolled her eyes. I simply shrugged and contiued to tickle her and do the fun, cute stuff parents do with their kids.

After I turned out the light she clung to my chest and I felt her lips form a smile as she whispered, "Good Night, Uncle White Fang!" I saw her only a few times after that. Her mother came out of her mourning stage and began to take better care of here daughter. Now, she thinks I'm you. She still longs for the comfort of a father and since she's getting it from you, she's thinking of the only person who ever gave her such comfort. that's why she's saying my name.

I can already tell, your feelings aren't fatherly, they're something else. They're the feelings you get when you fall in love with someone. Someone who understands you, someone that wants to make you happy, someome that kisses you and says "I'm here, It'll be all right." ... Someone who cares so much for you but has no idea what you really feel for them.

You only have about two days left in here, I would recommend telling her how you feel. I'm very proud of you son. Don't make the same mistakes I did. Let your love be shown, let it be known by the entire village. Exlaim it from the mountian tops. Prove to her you love her so. Show her all you feel. Hold her and Never let her go. Kiss her with such Passion and Tenderness that she can feel your need for her Kindness and Love. I know I've Rarely been there for you, Kakashi. I'm so proud of you I could cry, but, Don't Dissapoint me with this situation. I love you, son." With that my father left like the wind.

My Innocent, Child-Like nurse awoke. She nearly fell of the bed due to the shock and embarassment of realizing she's been sleeping on my bare chest. I ignored the pain that came when I sat up and captured her waist in my arms so that her feet might steady on the floor first. I let her hands stay clasped to my muscular arms 'til her stressed breathing from the fright of the fall had calmed.

"I'm Sorry..." she said as the tears pricked at her eyes. She started to walk away. I didn't care that I was only wearing my boxers, I wanted to Hold her. I loosely grabbed her wrist and stood up. She gasped about to yell at me that I was still too weak. I put my finger to her lips and hushed her, My arms locked around her waist. Her hands curved into fists and she gently pressed them to my chest. She collapsed into me as the tears came like the heavy rain in the spring.

I held her tightly and brought my lips to her eyes and kissed her tears away. I heard the door open quietly. It was 'Nessa's mother, My doctor. She said nothing as i helt her daughter in my arms. Her presence there went unknown to 'Nessa as she wept in my arms. I rocked her as I began to rub her back. Her mother stood there, tears of happiness pricking at her eyes. She looked as if she could fall to her knees and praise the lord right there in the room. she gave me a smile, one almost as bright as Vanessa's, and left the room as to not ruin the moment.

After a while 'Nessa helped me back into my bed. "I have few things i gotta do. I'll be back in a few hours. Don't stir up any trouble, 'Kay?" she said once again with a smile on her face. I vaugely wondered how she could smile like that again so quickly. I looked around the room as i heard a jingling noise along with paw steps. The next thing i knew Angel was balled up at my feet. I chuckled at the thought that a dog could actually like me so much, then patted her head and attempted sleep."

"Dogs didn't like you?!" Sasuke asked quite shocked. Kakashi chuckled. "Hard to beleive isn't it?"


Part 4 PPL!!!!!
A/N: THIS part of the Chapter is AWESOME!!! Kakashi and 'Nessa Fluff!!!!!! Roflmao!!! I really wanna ask my mom if I can change my name to Vanessa Rachelle - pronounced- Ra~shell- wouldn't that be Beautiful?!!!

"It tickled. Whatever It was, I still wasn't sure. All I knew was even though It tickled, It felt Amazing! I gave into my confusion and curiosity and opened my eyes. I felt It again, but, I couldn't see It.

I heard HER laugh. I moved my eyes only to see my earlobe gently placed between her teeth. She let go, giggled, then kissed the tip of my nose. I gestured for her to lie down with me. Shockingly, she took off her shoes and cap and crawled Under the covers.

"Momma said she had a few errands to run and that she'll be back to check on you later." she breathed the words heavily and shivered as she curled up on my chest. I took one of her hands in my own and let my other Pet her head and my fingers run through her hair. Oh, how I loved the feel of it. Although it was Crimson and Silky, it didn't remind me of Blood at all.

The Curls decided that for me. What I wouldn't give to have my fingers Coiled or Entagled in them once more. She was Addicting and Naughty, but, at the same time so Innocent and Serene. She's what I would call The Devils' Angel.

Sasuke smirked. "this is getting Fun."
Kakashi sighed and shook his head. "You're one of those guys that are like Where's the PORN?! Aren't you?"
Sasuke turned Red.

"I held her, and in less than 20 minutes, she had fallen asleep. My hand left hers as I brought it to caress her cheek. I stared at her lips for the longest time. God only knew how much I Craved, how I wanted to Claim them as my own. Without realizing I had moved them, my fingers traced her lips.

They were an Untainted Pink, Soft and Sleek, the Perfect Size to be Locked with my own. She didn't wear Make-Up, she didn't even Need it. Mascara would only make my sensational feeling greater as I would stare into her eyes. I slowly began to lose control. I couldn't stop the Growing Arousal that caused my body to shudder. That, had woken my Angel up.

She flipped over onto her knees and hovered over my body. Her first impression was fright. She looked at me like I was in severe pain, then a look adorened her face that said, "God, I'm SUCH an Idiot!" She rolled her eyes, whether it was at her stupidity or my weakness, I wasn't sure.

An evil look of I know how to get through you defenses... Was in her eyes as she smirked. Her hand cupped my cheek as her face inched closer. Only half of my Quenching Thirst was satisfied as her Velvet lips pressed against mine. I draped one of my arms around her waist and let my other hand force her lips to mine by holding her neck. I slightly nipped at her lower lip, pleading for entrance.
She complied and I allowed my tounge to feel every Millimeter of her mouth as she moaned into mine."

Sasuke listened, Intent on hearing everything, even if it meant threatening his Sensei's life.

"I broke the kiss, she had to know, she had to know now!
'Nessa, I think I Love you. She smiled as Tears of Joy came to her eyes.
"Thinking it is an Understatement." her lips came, then left just as quickly. She enjoyed Teasing me. "I don't Think, I Know I love you." She exclaimed as she smiled and looked into my eyes. They Watered with Releif and Happiness.

I wove my arms around her and crushed her body to my own and let the salted droplets fall from my eyes. Her arms snakes around my neck as she hushed me and kissed my Muscular shoulder. The Feeling had left, I could finally hold her now without having any Invading Thoughts. I looked at the clock, 9:45 PM. Her arms loosened, she had fallen asleep again. I let my fingers run through her hair again as I drifted away with her."

"Did the Doctor ever show up?" Sasuke asked sounding very interested.
Kakashi cuckled. "No. 'Nessa woke up before me and was back with breakfast before I could get to the bathroom. She let me get up and do my morning Routine as she set two places on the corner table.

"I forced the cooks to let me use the kitchen. I hope it's to your liking." She said with a smile. It looked Delicious. Scrabled eggs with cheese, Bacon with perfect texture, and a buttered piece of toast with a little cinnoman and sugar. She poured me a glass of chocolate milk. She really was a Kid. Even so, she was so responsible at the same time. She swatted my hand as i reached for my fork. I looked at her confuzed. "You better thank the lord, first." she said sternly.
We said our thanks together and began to eat.

A few minutes later the door was swung open by a very angered Mother/Doctor.
"Vanessa Rachelle!" Within seconds 'Nessa stood, bowing and hanging her head. "I'm sorry, ma'am! I'll never do it again!"

I looked from one woman to the other, slightly scared with the little amount of tension in the room. Vanessa Rachelle, i thought. Very becoming. I looked at her mothers' face. She didn't seem angry at all. in fact, she let her clip board fall to the floor and rushed to envelope her daughter in her arms. "I'm Sorry! I'm Sorry i was Never there for you, Vanessa!" She glanced at me. "Kakashi, Don't you EVER, I mean NEVER, Make my Baby Girl Cry!" I shook my head almost Violently as she gave me the Death Glare. I don't care what my sensei says... all women have a scary part to them.

Vanessa could only smile with confusion as her mother kissed her forehead, "G'Bye!"

Vanessa let out a deep sigh as she feel back in the chair. "So, It's Vanessa Rachelle, is it? Her eyes sent me a peircing gaze. "Don't Ever say my name like that!" Why don't you like it? I do, Mrs. Vanessa Rachelle Hatake. I smirked, then laughed as she sunk to the floor with a shocked face."

Sasuke couldn't Hold it in any longer. He Rolled OFF his bed and onto the floor Laughing hysterically. "You thought about Marriage?! At 14?!!" Sasuke wiped the tear at his eye. It took him a minute to realize that several of Kakashi's hounds had circled around him growling in anger. Pakkun bit his Other foot. "Eeeeee-Ike!"

"I told you to be careful. My kids really didn't like that, Pakkun especially. He says "The next time you insult my Momma's Feelings you'll be walking on One foot." Sasuke Gulped. "Sorry, Pakkun has kina a Bad Foot Fettish."

A/N: Fair Warning!!! so don't say i didn't warn you! Vanessa (me) Doesn't Live.
remember, Sasuke is making these comments because it is a Story of Kakashi's Past. there is a time jump in the next Part of this Chapter, so don't get P'ode because you think of a 1,000 other events that could happen...

This is MY Story. I Write it, You Read it. Plus this whole Story that Kakashi is telling Sasuke Has Nothing to do with the Story it's in.... these Parts are Sections to Chapter 6 in my SasuSaku Fanfic A Crazy Week in ER #4 ..... Anyway! Enjoy!