slowly, slowly, slowly,
my shattered soul
falls into the depths of the darkness
where my broken heart lay in millions of pieces.
Yet why no one notices my fake smiles
& laughter which hide my millions of tears,
I don't know.
Why no one even notices I'm there,
I don't know.
Why no one not even my family
trys to love me but instead leave me
to wallow in my own dark corner of the world,
I really don't know.
Why he still doesn't see me
on my knee's begging for his undivided attention,
I don't know.
But still i sit in my corner, all to myself...
With only my music
to stop me from leaving this evil place called earth behind,
stopping me
from causing an out burst in the world that no one would notice.
But still I struggle to be like the crowd & try to blend in,
while trying to be popular
& trying to be important in this the huge
& ritucruling while at the same time cruel world.
Why the pain of my heart won't just die!
Why won't my hunt for love subside into happiness.
Why do I feel as tho I shouldn't be here,
like I'm takeing up space.
Why is it that I feel so many peoples cold stares,
their hatred all flowing at me
& hitting me like a brick wall,
Why do I have to be the bug hated
& annoyed by all until my life ends by their doing .
Why do they not realise how pitiful
they make life for people like me
who are only trying to find a purpose in life
while at the same time
only trying to find out who the hell they are.
