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Lovesickness. A myth. Nonexistent. A made-up disease that exists only in the mind, and is brought on by person's unconscious desire to prove themselves.
Lies.
It is real, people. I can prove it.
My mom thinks that it would be beneficial to me if she took my laptop privileges away during the week. So, that means that I can't talk to my lover during the week.
Day one without him- severe sneezing, coughing, chills. No desire for food.
Day two without him- same symptoms, more intense. No desire for food.
Day three without him- coughing, sneezing, nausea. Can't eat.
Day four without him- Nausea, slight vomiting. No desire for food, can't keep food down.
Day five without him (today)- Violent nausea/vomiting, fever, chills, weakness, exhaustion. No desire for food.
I'm bedridden for the weekend. He's going to see his father. Meaning that I won't see him.
Don't be surprised if I don't write for a while.

Miss