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Ruler of the big c**k.

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we got a Savannah monitor, but I don't want it anymore... I don't know how to tell Bryan because he really likes it... but I don't think we're ready for the responsibility... and at this point, we really cannot afford to take care of it. I can't sleep... obviously... and I wish he were awake so I could have someone to talk to... I feel like crying. 2AM and still no sign of being tired.... I'm feeling really depressed right now. It's like everything is spiralling in on me. I'm all alone. No one is awake, no one is around to help me feel better. I always have to be there for everyone else, but there isn't anyone around for me. It's maddening... My stomach is lurching around.. I'm not sure if I'm hungry or i'm going to throw up. I can hardly see straight. I need some one right now, anyone. I'm not going to do anything I regret but I desperately need some one.... I keep looking at these walls and it feels like a prison. It's almost like they're slowing coming in towards me and they're going to squish me out of the tiny pin holes like play dough. I'm the the sphere trying to be shoved in the square hole. Is all of this right? Am I making the right decisions? Do I fit into all of this? Bunn-eh · Sat Sep 06, 2008 @ 08:52am · 0 Comments


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