There are a lot of great qualities I'm really glad I have.
But lately I've been finding out I'm not as different from other teenagers as I hoped...
I've always despised how everyone judges people before they even know them. Of course, everyone says that all the time, but I dunno...I don't think you realize what it actually means until it just hits you one day. And everyone does it.
And now I've caught myself doing it all the time. I start looking down on other people constantly. I don't want to talk to this person simply because...well, is it because they're not a nice person? No. It's because everyone else looks down on them, they're funny-looking or dorky, something so retarded like that.
Have I been steadily growing more teenagerish and stupid and judgmental and superior as I've gotten older and stopped struggling against growing up? Or worse...have I always been like that, but I just haven't noticed until now?
I've thought about it...I'm inclined to say it's the first. But still...I'm a little worried.
I'm very very happy with life right now...and I feel very optimistic about my self-growth and everything. But I've got my work cut out for me.
This could overlap into a couple other things but I'll save those for later.
(I'm working on not being so wordy...yay me :3 )
 LadyAlisyn · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 08:48pm · 1 Comments |
