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You know how on tv or in movies theres always a girl that loves 2 different people and those people love her back? Well thats how i feel you know how you always say its not that hard just choose one (well i did lolz) its not that easy you dont want to hurt one of them and what if you choose the wrong one and they hurt you again? What if you choose the right one and its perfect then you grow old and he dies sadly but the other guy is still alive and still in love with you. Would you be with him? If so then you would start to think have i wasted my life? What if the one u pick is totally wrong and hurts you and the other guy wont be there for you. What if you pick one then the other one moves on and is getting married to a totally gorgeous girl would you be jealous? Or happy? Would you just not choose and live a life full of emptyness??? Still both their friends forever til you die? Im sooo confused and scared so maybe ill just be both their friends so they dont get hurt and neither do I. Are we suppose to live our life in a safe zone or take chances? I think i'll stay in the safe zone for now til im sure that i trully am in love with one of them and that they trully are in love with me...