so i have the magic notebook with me and i'm kind of worried. i don't remember if i already said this, but everthing that's happen to sheo and miago in my story, is happening to michael and i in real life. i think it's because shedo and miago are based off of us. i have another character, arekkusu.. and miago used to love him more than anything and lost him for the longest time. but then shedo found her and made her happy. well, not to long after they get together, shedo finds out about arekkusu. in the story, shedo really hates arrekusu, but i don't think michael hates alex.. anyway, about a half year after, miago meets up with arekkusu again.. and falls in love again.. then bad things happen and let's just say miago gets really super depressed after stuff happens. and considering that durring the few days i was just WRITING the story, i kept thinking that i REALLY wanted to die and that i didn't ever want to wake up in the morning... i wonder how bad it'll get if it really does happen. i get depressed just thinking about it... i wonder what will happen to michael..? cheesus mice!! i would have never writen this damned story if i knew this was gonna happen! michael i am so sorry! hopefully the magic notebook is wrong. but if not, every story has a happen ending, so it'll get better... eventually.. just don't die on me guys. i'll try not to die on you. oh my shigeru miyamoto(the new god)!!! what if alex dies in real life?! it'll be all my fault! i'm never screwing aroud with magic ever again! how is this even happening?! it can't be real! it's all just a dream! ya! a dream! i'll wake up any minute now. i've just been in a coma for the past 6 years! oh miyamoto! what if they burried me? i'm still alive! just having a very bad dream that won't seem to end!
ahhh! what the hell?! how's this happening?! i was texting my friend and somehow got myself into seeing him again! why would he want to hang out with me?! but i have to go, i havent seen him in 4 years... but i can't let anything happen to him! i'll compleatly emit him from the story!! damn you alex! i wish i would have known you didn't hate me! then i wouldn't have been so sad before my mickle found me.. holy s**t what if it's like the story and he-- should i invite michael to meet him? would he even want to meet him? i wonder how alex has been..? did he miss me as much as i missed him? doubt that.. he never loved me.. and if he did, why couldn't i see it? i write romance stories for crying out loud!
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