You have no reason to apologize. I understand. But that's the thing... How can I possibly find something that will represent who I am, if others see me from diverse points of view? The thing is, that is what represented me. I'll never be pleased with myself if I focus more on what other people want from me, because in truth, to everyone else I am only one person. Even if I make something phantastic and creative, that won't center around their own lives, so why stress? Now, as opposed to doing something (anything) that will appeal to myself - in which case, no one's opinion matters besides my own already, and it's left open for those who can relate and appeal to that themselves. See where I'm coming from? It's a difficult thing to practice, but I try.
Because I changed my mind when I saw this one again. I'm still not sure of what I want to do, but in the long run, I'm just going to do what I want. I'm tired of trying to please everyone but myself... Ya' know?
I mean, in some cases I listen to what people say if their trying to help and making suggestions - that kind of thing. I'm not speaking on that. But I just didn't think that's what you were intending when you swere saying all of that. Everyone has been criticizing me lately, so it's been tough...
Healene_Spleen · Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 09:16pm · 0 Comments |