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six weeks will delay only to feel more pain? why dose he kill me this way? all i wanted was a friend. all i wanted was a comrad to help me and that i could help him. but no he wants more... and how can i give him that when i dont possess the courage to fake it and give it to him... but then how can i just watch as he wollows in the pain i have caused him? how can i not give it to him. after all that is what he thought i wanted was it not? and i have led him astray although not on pourpus i might have you know, for he has been all that i wanted as friend, faithful, conciderate, and understanding.