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In heavens gate i was alone and I was in front of it and yet was felling a little joy and lightness inside me but once i step forward the gate started to open and ligth shine on me, what could this mean to me is just another dream.Mon Jul 14, 2008 @ 08:17am


The sound of the past that hunted me down, i try to run but there's no where to run and no place to hide, nothing but one option remaining, is to figth back and strike at the heart of the beast. After a long year I waited for this day to come I finally free, but there more to be done and this time, Im not alone.Mon Jul 14, 2008 @ 10:02am


Where NOT tool of the goverment or enyone else, figthing is the only thing,the only thing I was good at but I always fougth for what I believe in "snake" ferewell. This are final word GrayFox. For what it mean, it hold a great value to us all, we all free by birth and where are not sleave by eny one and yet there is some who think that we are, but fougth long and hard so just we can have that freedom. My inner thougth.Wen Jul 16, 2008 @ 9:44am

In one man experience thing can happen. he learn how to live, breath by thinking and sometimes he make mistake but he try to forget that mistake and to forget it, is to not mind it and left the fear go. mind is a tool for a reason and that reason is to live without fear and emotion but good sence of justice in mind we can learn by thing, that we never learn before but this came with a price everytime and careful thinking and good judgements is the key to survival. Fri Jul 18, 2008 @ 8:55am

To our live we learn new thing, every day sometimes we look back at the world that we left long ago, and yet we strugle to get it to our goal, I my self have try so many times. I even have dream of it try to reach that goal, something is in front of me I wish I could strike at it but i cant, My inner thougth. Mon Aug 19, 2008 @ 7:49am

In our life time there name calling us from the past, they called it the worrios calling.Once we know or foundout that name, its make sence to some degree and logic but it deffent on what kind of understanding of that person have and it awake our past-life experience as a warrios from the past we respect our fellow warrios, and people say that if we learn the way of the warrio's from that past we either understand or use that knowlage to conquers or to protect but some miss interfret that, it actualy to make peace in one self, mind , body and soul, as person we strugle to get that mindfulness and enligthingment, and to find our answer for this question is to find it. Mon Aug 25, 2008 @ 11:00am

In one man eye he see thing that dont really make sence, and sometime he trouble by it and try to seek help from someone so he can understand it why, how he see's it, why him and what he's propose and sometime he have dream of a place that really feel like a home to him and on this place he feel safe and secure. We all human and we all have history of our own, but we can never look on back on our past we need to move on. Thur Sep 04, 2008 @ 9:05am

Im looking for answer to my question, but sometime the question is the answer, and we end up looking for that answer but the question is why. Is it for us to understand question and answer it or is it that, the question have the same answer . we have so many question and yet some of them needed answer for someone. the question remain is, how more question do we have to ask for us to have the answer. but is it the question that answer it self. To a thousand question they all the same answer, but what matter is the question and answer that count. My inner thougth. Fri Oct 10, 2008 @ 11:53am

In my life i feel the sadness of thousan soul that soround me and i could not understand it why do i feel them and why i could not see them and tell to stop crying and just move i just want to have a sence of peace in me and try to make a reason for it but still i could understand why they cry and then it came to me they need my guiding light to show them the way but im not there ligth the light they seek is in heaven and im not god i merly a person with a gift and still i try to understand my onw porpose in this world and to does i hurt from long ago i hope you forgive me even thought that the sin i commited is not my but yet you blame for it i try to move on but yet you try to push me and putting a wall in front of me how could you try me and think that the sin i commited are still hunt me today but i foward its my time to shine and stand up and im stronger than you and you make think that im weak no your wrong your weak and becuase of it you got no one to push and you found me and pick on me now its your turn to pay the price by god in my side im stronger and i know that your wrong i know who i am and i know what im capable of you have no business to me so leave me be and heaven gate are waiting for me. my inner thougth . Tue Jan 06, 2009 @ 12:18am

there's days that im angry and sad and yet i could not explain, and sometime all kind of emotion and i could not explain and it happen on does day why is it there something i mast do on that day or wat why me or i should say why is happening to me is there away to stop it sure if i find it i need to know more and fast its like im running out of time but yet im not and i know this that aslong as im here i need to know all the sicret and hiden sicret of my self and i can only go so far that i migth need help for some i know to get there or i should say how to get it my inner thougth. Mon Fed 09, 2009 @ 3:20am