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i dont belong in this world......i am not worthy of the friends i have made and the love that has been shown me....i dont desere any of the things i have been given...i am worthless and insignificant .............stacey....hannah.....loth......hagane.......sakura.......all of u have given me so much and shown me show much love and friendship.......and i have done nothing to deserve it and there is nothing i could ever do to repay u......i dont belong here....i dont deserve any of this......i am not good enough and i never will be........there is nothing i can do to truely thank u....you deserve a better big brother and a better friend....so i am sorry i truely do apologize for not being a better friend or brother.....plz forgive me if love lasts forever but everything has an end, does it really last forever?

Posted by: Rogue Angelus Mon Jul 14, 2008 @ 12:05pm

if love lasts forever but everything has an end, does it really last forever?

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Kokoro no Kogane
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Thu Jul 17, 2008 @ 03:10am

i know we haven't talked in awhile, but nii-kun, you are a worthy friend. you're wonderful, smart, and i hate hearing you say this. there's no one i want more than you to be my older brother, so don't say i deserve more. you're very important to me. you deserve every ounce of love that's been given to you. you deserve everything. you are not worthless or insignifigant, you helped me stay alive with your comments. you're apart of my heart, nii-kun. you don't have to repay me, because i owe you just as much as you owe me. being my friend is thanks enough. don't you dare apologize because you're just perfect the way you are.

Rogue Angelus
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Thu Jul 17, 2008 @ 07:23am

hagane i am not perfect.....not even close.....i know this is going to sound odd but the one person who makes me the happiest...the one i want to be with more than anything....doesnt even live close to me...not the same state or any of that......and i feel bad for her bc i know i cant be there with her now to show her how much i do care and how much i do love her

Kokoro no Kogane
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Fri Jul 18, 2008 @ 09:02pm

perfect the way you and perfection in general are two different things. to me, you are my perfect brother. and i know it's hard to love someone and not be there for them, been there, done that. but you can't let yourself get so...upset about it. you can't change it. you just have to live on and do whatever you CAN do to help them

Rogue Angelus
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Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 05:24am

i cant be a perfect brother hagane......if i was perfect i would always know the right things to say just when u needed to hear them.....but i know i havent........and your right i shouldnt be upset about it and i should just try to help as best i can

Kokoro no Kogane
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Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 07:18pm

trust me, i've had a bad family life. to me you are a perfect brother.

Rogue Angelus
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Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 07:52pm

*hugs hagane*thank u it akes me feel a little better

Kokoro no Kogane
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Sun Jul 20, 2008 @ 05:48am

i'm glad i could help *hugs you tightly*

Rogue Angelus
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Sun Jul 20, 2008 @ 06:02am

im glad u could too

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