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Konnichiwa! I write today to tell you of mainly one matter that is now plaguing my thoughts... The fact that in under 24 hours, I will be seeing my beloved off on her flight to Texas, and I must say, it hurts a great deal to think about it, so imagine how it will feel when I eventually send her off... I ask my friends for their strength, for I will not have enough. I'm a strong man, tough hearted... But not that tough... Not tough enough to watch her go, knowing that once she is beyond the gates, I will not be able to hold her again for a long time... Love... I love her so, and because of that love it pains me to send her one her way, although I know it is necessary for the both of us as we are both not ready for the kind of relationship that we were wanting to have... Not yet anyway... But, on a happier note, (for you must always try and see the good in the bad, lest you always have bad thoughts), I will begin my preparations for my move back to the Big O. I look forward to moving back there to be closer to my friends and hopefully, this time, start an actual life. I feel it is necessary to live there once again. My excursions in Kansas City have been none the less eventful and inciteful, but alas, Omaha calls to me like the maiden who calls to her love afar. So much of my life lives in Omaha, and I must return there. I have an actual plan though, for my return... I plan to either move in with my friends (if I get the ok) or get my own place while I work and go to school. As for love... I will have no use for it while I work and go to school. My heart will remain with my beloved Alecia until she decides to no longer desire it.

The Mighty Chimera-san (a.k.a. Jeff-kun)