gonna make this one short
well apparently drugs are hard to overcome as i soon witnessed
huh stupid sokai's body couldnt handle not taking heroin frequentky so under secrisy he was still doing this
i found out when he was hospitalized with wisthdrawl symthoms
so i asks him why are you hospitalized with widthdrawl again?
wasnt once enough
so again he admits to doing this s**t
and i get even more pissed that i totaly
>.> well soon he was released and this time he totaly was not doing drugs and finaly ratted out his gang
months later all seems cool all seems calm until one day sokai was out walking so i desided to follow him for i just had to for some reason that day
well apparently some of his gang members escaped prison and were not happy for whut sokai did
and that night sokai was jumped
and i watched him get totaly beat up
and once saw him get stabed in the arm and just the pain in his scream was enough to trigger something in me so i runs back regarding just go get help
i takes out my little pistol
and out of panick shot...
.....
but... luck doesnt come to me either
out of complete irony i missfired and got soaki somewhere in the lower chest area
not killing him though
seeing that i had a weapon the members fleed
and i soon got sokai to the hospital and was sure to toss my pistol into a street gutter out side of the hospital
never to use it again
even though the shot didnt kill soaki instantly it still mortally wounded him and soon passed away do to blood loss and breathing problems
and what he said to me at the end was
"I am sorry...I understand."
to all my friends in real life
i have been keeping this secret away from you
back in 7th grade i didnt have lice the time i was away
no it wasnt that it was this
not even my parents know about this
not even my siblings
not even people i know personally
for some reason i have to write or type these kind of things down
i know its hard to explain
but i feel more comfortable
and dont feel bad for me i mean its just another human right?
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