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today i finally came home today was a very sad day well first of all i hadn't beenon the internet in ages (last thursday basicly) i was at samanthas but i left for ieashas ill write about that later couse right now i usw want you all to know one of my best freinds one who was like a little brother to me he whom lived with me since 6th grade whom i played with i fed and bathed and cleaned and snuck junk food to has died this, how you ask, well wan't home when this happened but early this morning he got bit by a snake outside with my mom i don't know how but when my mom found him he couldn't get up she didn't know what was wrong with him she told my dad (i was on the phonewith her) when they left to come get me (asap) they droped him off at the vet, they finally got to me of course they didn't know where ieasha lives at so we met at the nursing home (thats where my grandady was at at a point he died though) so where driving well im riding in the back with ieashe whom is coming over my house (she's sleep now) we get back into town and we stop by the vet aand pick him up the vet sid tht he was rolly going to be ok and that we wouldn't have to get the shot which e wouldn't have enought money to get at this moment his leg ws extra swolen the vet said it swelled up worse tan when he was droped off he was on medicion to fight the poison but i guess it didn't work the last thing i remeber that he did was look at me he was drugged medicion in his system it was sad, we were watchin last qurter and every few seconds i would look over at him he didn't ever blink since we got him back from the vet, so eventusly i looked over and it finally looked as if he went to sleep throught all of jamiah talking i looked at him it didn't seem right i told jamiah to see if he was breathing,he wasn't he had there in his bed in the living room where we brought him so that he could be monitered at first i wasn't believing he wsa dead but he was i will allways remember him and miss him dearly my baby Russtle whom ive had since 6th grade i was going to 11th grade and wanted him to be here but it won't be that way ill try to put a pic up when ever i get the chance, sad thing is today there wa a b-day party and i couldn't even really be happy couse i was so sad its devistating me my mom and my sister kay all cried monkia never really got along with him couse she never spent time with him and didn't know him so it didn't really phase her, but now everytime i go to the diing room/ kitchen i look over forgeting he's not there sleeping in his bed i miss him maby i could have saved him if i was here yesterday when i wsa supposed to be but i cou;dn't come home crying i can't wrie anymore ill wrie about other stuff tomorow hopefully ill feel beter