okay, i had this really weird dream last night about ben and taylor. ben had broken up with his girlfriend and started going out with taylor. it really made me mad because, you know, she told me she didnt like him, and when i was around, she still let me act normal around him, like me and him were lovers or something. but the second people started noticing, she got all upset, and said something smart. when i walked away, all mad, she ran after me telling me how sorry she was. i just really didnt like that dream at all.
today was kinda boring, i really didnt do anything at all. my temper kept flaring up to the point of me having to lock myself in my room just to make sure i didnt start any fights. i had constant depression all day and just a feeling of not really being here. i was hoping to play my guitar today, but by the time i got a chance to, i really didnt feel like it. i need something to do before i go crazy............
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