Boring normal weekend day. Time passes so slow yet fast speeding past me but in slow motion. I need a goal. I need desire. I have nothing to work toward cept these little items on gaia and Chelsea. Yes Chelsea even though we've broken up I still support her. She's a good person who is just misguided. Things will get better I hope because now I'm just here, Alive nothing more. Almost like a stone in a river whos change is slow and never moves. Bored