I ask myself why
I decided to hurt my heart,
my body and my soul
Because I know,
that loving you only makes it worse
I cant sit in bed anymore,
thinking about my problems because
I know that I would rather get on the computer,
and talk to you about them
It seems that,
the only way I can start a convesation
is bringing up something I tried to forget
And I still ask myself why
I decided to hurt my heart,
my body and my soul
Because me loving you
makes it so much harder on me
Ive realized....
that I cant live without you with me...
That Im asking to much
and I might be hurting more than myself...
Because your taken
and Im to young
to far away to do anything....
But for this time alone
Im going to be selfish
and Im going to ask that you stay with me....
If it ends badly,
its not your fault....
For it will be me because I asked so much of you
So if anything might happen in the future...
Know that it wasnt you and that,
I knew all along that all of this my just end up hurting me....
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