it hurts my heart
it hurts my soul
it feels as if bit by bit my soul is being ripped apart and thrown randomly around a room like a stubborn kid with a puzzle
As much as i grow closer to someone i get pulled apart by somebody else
when i think i make a good decision
it ends up being bad
I never make good decisions
and i have gotten use to that fact now
no matter what i do i only make things worse
i can never make things better
when i think i have finally made a good decision
i sit here, and have fun for a few hours
and love it, and wish for it to never end
and it does, and when it ends it doesnt actually end
because when i am with them i crave you
and want to come back, and i feel stupid, and stay with them
i feel as if i can never actually make a perminant decision...
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whats funny is this people was originally about two guys O.x
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