because everything thats happened today just makes me want to cry. i know i should be happy, we won! but it doesnt feel like it.
Ok, to break it down- -we were the only aciente corps there, lol. so we kinda automatically won. but im happy about that. its just the other stuff out weighs it. -well ya, we kinda won by default. -today was the first time i ever played an individual. -i was beat by this 17 year old from another corps -same thing with duet. same girl and her friend -i saw it (me losing) comeing too. they were so much older than me and have had a lot more practice. -all of the drummers got a medal(s) -the second drummer beat out the first drummer **applause** -drummers screwed up on the 2/4 stand piece -i feel really sick.
so there it is. there is sooooo much more i wish i could say though... maybe im about to break into tears...
Smartlessly Brilliant · Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 12:13am · 1 Comments |