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ya we won hudson valley, but it doesnt feel like it...
because everything thats happened today just makes me want to cry. i know i should be happy, we won! but it doesnt feel like it.

Ok, to break it down-
-we were the only aciente corps there, lol. so we kinda automatically won. but im happy about that. its just the other stuff out weighs it.
-well ya, we kinda won by default.
-today was the first time i ever played an individual.
-i was beat by this 17 year old from another corps
-same thing with duet. same girl and her friend
-i saw it (me losing) comeing too. they were so much older than me and have had a lot more practice.
-all of the drummers got a medal(s)
-the second drummer beat out the first drummer **applause**
-drummers screwed up on the 2/4 stand piece
-i feel really sick.

so there it is. there is sooooo much more i wish i could say though...
maybe im about to break into tears...

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  • User Comments: [1]
    Nyell
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    Tue Jun 10, 2008 @ 11:25pm


    I somewhat know how you feel.
    I can't say I really know because i'm not you but i can try to understand.
    people say when you're older you shouldn't cry and that crying is for the weak.
    others say that if you want to cry just cry it out.

    i've felt sick about everything i've ever done in my entire life.
    maybe because i'm so selfconcious.
    you don't have to do anything or say anything
    as long as you're comfortable
    and you won!!
    you should at least gie yourself that much credit.


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