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I can't do this
anymore
i want to snap
but fear that im gonna lose you
if i say something, i'll regret it
i don't know who to turn to
i want you near, cause you calm me
more then anyone i know
but i fear that i might be putting in danger
danger of me, myself an I
got so much pent up right now
i want to hurt myself so bad
but can't, cause i fear the pain that would be felt
i don't want to hurt you
but i want you near
no, i won't do anything
to hurt you, at least i hope anyways
i can't do this anymore
not to the ones i love
so I'll keep to myself about all this
in my heart, I fight a
big battle of sorrow,and stress
without the others knowing whats happening
i can't do this anymore