Ok, so I had this dream that i thought was disturbing..and just..Horrifying!
I don't know what it meant but I was freaking out.
I didn't want to go back to sleep.
So i wrote this instead.
It’s a dream
a dream that was set to never be bothered
a dream that made me toss and turn at night
never willing to go to bed; only the sound of whimpering,
sniffling; the warm drops roll out of my eyes and down my cheek,
is the one thing that puts me to rest.
Thoughts flow through my mind like there is no tomorrow
I glance at the clock,
3 hours have passed knowing that I have school in a couple hours,
I turn side to side feeling relaxed enough to close my eyes but the tense,
throughout my body, sends my nerves to be busy.
4 hours of sleep renews my life;
body tense from my sleep leaves me walking sore to school.
What type of dream is this
this isn't what I want, this isn't my
fantasy, my goal, my job...
this is a horrible dream
is this what I get in return?
after I tried to make it better I get weaker then when I try harder I feel strong,
but something; someone messes it up and I finish right were I begin.
One day I'll find out what it means,
even if i have to search for life, then again i never want to have
a dream like that.
*firewolf~rayne
The reason I don't want to tell people my dream
is because it's just akward sharing that in public.
It's not a nasty or perverted dream.
it was frightening and illusinating much.
 firewolf~rayne · Fri May 30, 2008 @ 07:59pm · 3 Comments |
